I new i had to apologize to Ellie and Freya and Fred, one way or another i had to do it.
I wandered over to Freds house and knocked on the door
He answered, "Girl with no name, hello"
I paused, "Hannah"
"Nice name" he smiled, "Yes, may i help you?"
"Im sorry" i mumbled.
"It's fine, I can see your going through a tuff time" He smiled at me apologeticly.
I still could'n't smile, it had been ages since i laughed, or smiled a real smile.
"Come in, Hannah!" he stepped aside.
I walked in, it was a beautiful house, with nice leather couches. Amazing painting on the walls.
"Wow" is all i could say.
"Thanks" he said, then chuckled.
I sat on his nice leather couch, and i felt safe.
"Want some coffee?" Fred shouted from the kitchen.
"Thanks" i shouted back.
he came through with 2 nice big cups of coffee, i sipped the top off, and closed my eyes, and breathed in deeply.
"Mmmm" i smiled. Thats when i realized it, i had just smiled for the first time in about 2 years.
"What a beautiful smile you have!" he said, He looked astonished.
"I haven't smiled in 2 years" i said, then smiled again, i hugged him tight.
"Really!?" He looked more shocked than before.
"Yes" I said, then looked at the ground.
"What on earth happened to you?" he asked, looking sorry.
"Well, i was in college, and my boyfriend of 2 years went to see his mum in his new car, and on the way back was in a bad car crash, he survived and went to hospital, but had both his legs broken and one arm, and a bad spine injury, I went to see him as soon as i heard, and he was in a shocking condition, he could barley move, and was groaning every time he talked to me, I stayed with him for 3 days, every day and every night, i didn't care what it was doing to me, I loved him, and i would never ever love anyone else, unless they made me feel the way he did" i said sadly, but feeling better after telling someone.
"Yes, and what happened?" he urged on.
"Well, after the third day, he just slipped away, into a endless sleep, and i lay with him on the floor for a day, i wouldn't leave, his last words were 'I...Love....You' " I started sobbing at this point.
He put his arm around me saying, "There, there, it's alright"
I looked up to his face, our eyes met, and as soon as they did, i oculd tell that fred was going to be my friend.
I sighed, "Im sorry"
"It's alright, come over anytime!" he smiled.
I grinned back. he looked shocked again.
I went home, and sleep the rest of the day and night.
When i said i was 21, i mean im almost 21, it's like my birthday tomorrow, but i don't care, because my birthdays will never ever be the same anymore. I mean sure i still have jason in love with me, but I don't have the person I love. He's gone and never coming back.
I woke up with it pouring with rain, i walked through into my living room, and turned the lights on.
"HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY HANNAH!" everyone shouted.
I sighed, "Morning", I then smiled at them all, hey all looked like white bits of paper.
"WHat?" i asked, with a smug look on my face.
"You.Just.Smiled" Jess, Ellie, freya said at the same time.
"Yes, it's all thanks to fred" i grinned some more.
"You mean this guy?" Dave pointed to a guy next to him
"Yes, that guy" i laughed.
Everyone looked more shocked than before, i laughed, for the first time.
Everyone cheered, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH!"
"SORRY ELLIE, AND FREYA!" i yelled.
"IT'S FINE!" they yelled at the same time.
Everyone left, except Fred.
"Hannah, make sure your at my house tonight, im throughing a party for you!" Fred said.
"Oh, thankyou" i smiled.
That night i put on a nice blue dress, and left my hair curly and tied the side bits up. Put on some makeup then walked across the hall.
I knocked on the door, then looked down at my converse with my lovely blue dress, gosh i was so lame sometimes.
Jess answered, "Hannah!" she through herself at me, i cought her, and hugged her tight.
"Jess" i laughed.
I walked in to find everyone dressed up and looking at me, i smiled, they all looked mezmorized, and then they cheered. They made me feel special, which i hadn't felt like in a while.
I was drinking some creamy soda when Fred came over.
"Wow, Hannah, you look great!" he said, then blushed a little, either he blushed, or the lights went funny.
"Thanks" I blushed.
He went back over to his friends, then brought a guy about our age over, "This is Cameron"
"Hello" Said Cameron
"Hi" i said, then smiled.
"I'll be back soon, Im gonna go get a drink" Said fred, he then winked at me. What the hell!?
I gave him an evil stare, Cameron laughed.
"Happy Birthday" Cameron said.
"Thanks, Thanks for coming" i smiled.
"Wanna dance?" He asked.
"Sure" i smiled.
He took my hand and led me to the dance floor, he put his hands on my waist and i put mine around his neck. We swayed, then the music went louder and more dance like. So we let go of each other and just did free style.
I starting laughing, Cameron was doing the robot and it was so crapy, i joined in.
"WE'RE CRAP ROBOTS!" we chanted together, "WE'RE CRAP ROBOTS!"
Fred handed me a beer, and one to Cameron.
"Thanks" we said at the same time.
I giggled, and Fred bumped his hip against mine, so now we were hip bumping too. Cameron joined.
The music became soft romantic stuff, and Jason appeared.
"May I have this dance?" He asked politely.
"Uhh...i guess so" i answered. This wasn't the person i wanted to dance with, i wanted to dance with Cameron.
He put his hands on my hips and then we started swaying, he spun me around, and i tripped and fell over, trust.me. Little miss clumsy. I felt my face get hot, and then someone picked me up of the ground.
I looked up, "Thanks"
It was Cameron, "You okay?"
"yes, just a bruise, nothing special" i laughed.
"Im so sorry Hannah!" Jason called over.
I nodded, then went to get a beer. God the least he could have done, was maybe. Help me up!
I turned and almost walked into Fred.
"Oh, hello" I smiled.
"Hey, Umm...Cameron likes you, i see" he mumbled on, god he was drunk.
"Uhh. yeah, we're friends" i said, then went to walk off.
I went back to Cameron, "Hey, sexy thang, you shake that thang!" we laughed, then pretended to be hiphop dancers, shaking our booty.
We laughed more, and more.
Fred came over, "Hannah, will you be my sexy pole dancer!?"
I laughed, "Sure"
I spun around the pole pretending to be a complet slut, until i burst out laughing.
This was the best night of my life yet. Fred was one of my best friends, and Cameron was one of the nicest people i new.
"Fred? Is Tim here? and james?" i asked.
"Yeah, over there!" he pointed to a couple of seats.
I skipped over, and shouted "Tim, james!"
They stood up emegatly, "HANNAH!" they both shouted.
Tim hugged me and spun me around so much.
I laughed, but then something happened, he bent down and kissed me.
it was a little short one, "Tim!?" i asked.
"How are you?" he asked, "Long time, no see" he smiled.
"I'm better, it's all thanks to fred" i smiled at him, he waved at me, i stuck my tounge out. He laughed.
"Are you two together?" James asked.
"No, we're just good friends!" i said, then looked at him, "Why?"
"No reason" he went red.
I laughed, and so did Tim.
After the party I sat on Freds leather couch with Cameron. Fred went away to the bathroom.
I leant back against the sofa, and then i felt a hand go over mine, i looked down, to find Camerons. JUst then we heard someone come out of the bathroom, he pulled away quickly, and fred didn't even notice. What did this mean, Did Cameron like me?
It felt nice when he had his hand over mine, thats one thing i know.
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