B.3 Chapter 7. Mum, I do NOT want to talk about this!

I was sitting on my sofa, writing my next entry to the editter, and i heard mum yell through the door, "HANNAH!?"
"Yeah?" i called.
She walked through, and smiled, "Hey honey, how are you?"
"I'm good, yourself?" i answered.
"Good, thanks" She looked around the room, "Hannah?" she looked around more, "It's little...messy" she pointed out the obvious.
"Yes, it is" I said, not really caring, "Want a coffee?" I asked.
"That would be nice, also, how about i help you tidy up?" She asked.
"Yes, thanks, that would be nice" i agreed.
I brought two mugs of coffee through, and then turned the t.v on.
She joked around, then once we finished our coffee's, she decided it was time to clean up.
I groaned and got up to help. Mum started in the bathroom, then the kitchen, while i worked in the hall and living room. Once i had finished i went to make some lunch, and mum went to clean the bedroom.
About 15 minutes later she called, "Hannah?"
"Yeah?" i yelled.
"Can you come here please?" She ordered, rather than asking me.
I wondered through, dredding what she might have found.
I looked round the door, to find her holding a packet of something. Crap, condom's.
"Are these yours?" She asked me.
"Yes mum, I have a penis" I replyed.
"ARE YOU HAVING SEX!?" she asked, i couldn't tell weither she was exngry, or worried, or all the emotions mixed.
"I do NOT want to talk about this!" I said, I felt my face get hot, so i turned and ran outside, i had mail. I red the front cover of the magazine, it said ' HOW IS YOUR SEX LIFE?' in big capitals.
I felt like screaming, coz there is so much sex in the world, so instead i ran to camerons house.
I knocked the door, fast, he opened i pushed him in.
"WHY IS THIS WORLD SO FULL OF SEX - ITS SO FREAKING ANNOYING ARGHHHH" i screamed.
He was silent, then smiled.
I bent my knee's slightly and jumped onto him, my force pushed him onto his bed, he lay back, and i took my top off. He slipped my undies off, then i took his t-shirt off, and his boxers.
We started off rolling around kissing, then it happened, we started the pattern in out, in out, suddenly i got a burst of excitment, and pleasure all at once. It felt great.
"Ah, yes!" i screamed.
He moved his hands into a different possition with me, this felt good.
"Oh" he said, in a pleasing way.
"Yes, yes" i screamed.
I was having the best sex ever, and i think he was too. We moved into a different possition, this made me more excited, and i screamed.
Cameron laughed.
"Oh, yes, yes, yes, uhhh" i said.
Just as i made another sound, someone walked in, it was Ellie.
We stopped dead, "Ellie?" i asked.
"Oh...hannah?" She said, she looked as white as a sheet of paper.
I pulled away from Cameron, and shoved something on. Cameron ran to the bathroom.
I was blushing, "I'm sorry, that you saw that!" i apologized.
Ellie was so shocked she couldn't speak.
I dragged her through to the living room, "Ellie?" i asked, worriedly, "Do you want a drink?"
She just gulped then nodded, i went and got her some water.
She drank it all, in about 3 gulps.
"I was" she cleared her throught, "just here, to get my movie back, Cameron borrowed it" she said uneasily.
"Oh, well, take it" I said, i was so embarassed.
"You, ehh...sounded as if you were having fun" She said, then giggled slightly.
I felt all the blood drain from my face, "How loud was I?" i asked.
She started to say something, then just went with "Very"
I didn't know what to say, "Opps" then i forced a smile.
"Well, uhh. I better go, and let you...get back to that" she said, then grabbed the movie, and ran out the door.
Well i suppose, i have walked in on her having sex, so why couldn't she walk in on me.
"Babe?" Cameron called from the bathroom.
"Yeah?" I answered.
He wandered out in boxers, "That was fun, but now it's a little akward"
I smiled, and felt my face get hot, so i looked at the ground.
He lifted my chin up with his hand, so that i was looking at him, we gazed at each other for a while, then i felt his lips touch mine, ever so slightly, and we ended up making out.
Once i was home, i had a shower, and put on jeans, and a new top, and a cardigan.
I heard the door bell ring.
I answered, it was Fred.
I coughed, "Hey"
"Hey" he said.
I let him in, and we sat on the sofa.
"SO, Fred, whatya here for?" I said.
"Oh, uhh...Where were you today?" he asked.
I stopped dead, i didn't even breath, then i felt my face get hot, "Ehh..." i didn't know what to say, "Cameron's...house"
"Oh, what did you do?" he asked.
I don't think he quite got the fact that i didn't want to talk about it.
"uhh." im sure i blushed, and Fred smiled.
"Oh" he interupted.
I just nodded, i think we were on the same page now.
There was silene for ages, then he broke it.
"Hannah, I think" he trailed off.
"Yes?"
"I think, I think...I think I love you" He said.
"WHAAAT!?" i screamed, without meaning to, "Opps, sorry"
He nodded, "It's okay"
"Well, I...don't know what to do" i admited.
"Neither do i" he said, he sounded slightly ashamed of himself, "I'll see you around"
He got up and left, before i could say anything.
God, why do people do these things, is it just to make my life hell, or really confusing!?
My best friend loved me, more than a best friend.
"Crap" i said to myself.
I went to my bed, and just lay there, the room still smelt funny, i think it's Cameron's fault, i should probably change the sheets.
I changed the sheets, i changed them into brown with polka dots. I liked those sheets, and i loved my big double bed, it was quite handy, i laughed at myself.
I sprayed the room again, and it spelt better after changing the sheets anyway.
I got a call just then, i answered.
"Hey, Cam" I said happily.
"Hey, darling, Want to go out for dinner?"
"Yes, that would be so nice" i answered.
"Okay, hows 10 minutes, at the 'Rovers'? " he asked.
"Yep, see you then" i said, then hung up.
I put some gloves on, and my shoes, then walked down to the resturant, i saw Cam waiting.
We sat inside, because it was pretty cold outside.
I orderd chicken & chips, and he copyed. We got a bottle of red wine, and we finished the bottle.
"I love you" He said, as he walked me home.
"I love you more" I said.
He bent down and kissed me.
"Hannah?" he asked
"mmyes?" i said, gosh, i sounded drunk.
"Do you wanna move in with me?" He asked.
I was silent, thinking about how different that would be.
"Yes, i would quite like that" I smiled.
He smiled, "Great" .
I slept well that night, and im not sure if it was the large amount of wine i had, or wither it was because i was happy.