B.2 Chapter 18. My life is offically over...

I wondered over to Andrews door, and knocked.

Tim answered, "WHAT DO YOU WANT!?" he yelled in my face, and spat at the same time.

I giggled, "Thanks for the spit, I would like to come in, thankyou"

He shrugged, and stepped aside.

I wondere in, it smelt like...boys. I sniffed the air, then suddenly Andrew sprayed air freshener.

"Geez guys, it stinks in here!" he said, disgusted.

I ran over and hugged him, "Hello" i mumbled into his chest.

He laughed, and i felt every bit of it, because i was so close. Gosh i loved him.

"Hey honey!" he said back to me.

Tim gagged, and i kicked him in his shins, he went to the grown yelping like a kicked puppy. Mwahahahahaha.

Andrew held my hand as we went to class, we had Social studies, it was the subject we had to do since nothing else was open. Stupid late enty form. Ah well.

As we walked in people turned to look at us, i just looked at the grown, i hated when people looked at me, andrew pulled me up to the back seats.

He started kissing me, stupid Andrew, we were in class, not my bed. Still i kissed back, then when i had the chance i said, "Hey, Shouldn't we be listenign to this?"

"Maybe" he said, then smiled a cheeky smile. he put his arm around me and then we listened.

After class the teacher wanted Andrew and I to stay behind, i was hoping it was because we were late and not because of our kissing sestion.

"Right, Andrew, and Hannah, okay next time please come to class on time" she said, then smiled.

"Sorry" Andrew and i said at the same time.

As we were about to walk out she said, "And, could you please keep sexual relationship stuff out of my class"

I fely my face get hot, then walked out even faster.

Once we were out andrew burst out laughing, i smacked his shoulder, then couldn't keep a smile of my face, and the laughter out of my mouth. He kissed my forehead, "Gosh, we're silly" he said.

"Mmm-Hmm" i said, "Wanna get some lunch?" i asked.

"Sure, where to?" he pointed different ways, i grabbed his hand and rolled my eyes.

We ended up going to ' La romanza'. It's a nice resturant around the corner from campus. We got the window seat, i always liked watching the world pass me by as i was eating, it put new thoughts into my head. As i was looking out, Andrew held my hands over the table.

"Your quiet a dreamer, aren't you" he said, then smiled across the table at me.

"Mmm, i guess so, i just like thinking about things, more than once" i sipped my coffee after i spoke.

He smiled. I grinned back.

"I'm a lucky boy, having you!" He said happily.

"And i'm a lucky girl, having you!" i smiled, "Umm...what time is it?"

"Eh" he looked at his watch, " 12:45, why?" he asked.

"We gotta leave soon" just as i said that, it started pouring, why was the weather always against me.

Once we got outside we rn back, in the rain, we went to our next classes, we had to split up for most, but for 1 or 2 classes we were together.

As i was walking back with books in my hand, and my bag on the other shoulder, Ellie and freya came along, then were carrying just as many books as i was.

"Hey" i said

"Hello there, fancy finding you here!" Ellie said.

I laughed.

"Hey" Freya said.

We walked back together, then flopped onto our beds, i then decided it was time to do some studying.

After i had finished the rain had stopped and dryed up. Thank god, i didn't like it when it was wet on the ground, it meant you couldn't sit anywhere.

"Umm...Bed's coming over tonight, so can you be out tongiht?" Ellie asked politely.

"Sure, i'm gonna go annoy tim" i smiled cheekily.

They laughed

"I'll go see Jeremy" Freya announced.

I left as soon as i had eaten something, i grabbed my bag a t-shirt, and toothbrush, and went over to Andrews. i took things incase i got tired, even though i was only across the hall.

I knocked, James answered, "Hello Hannah, c'mon in"

"Thanks" i hugged him.

Then i ran to Andrews bed, and sat on it, 2 minutes later Andrew came out of the bathroom, an saw me sitting on his bed, "Honey"

"Hey" i smiled.

"OH, MY FREAKIN GOD!" Tim yelled.

"WHATS THE FREAKIN MATTER!?" i yelled back, imitating his voice.

"YOU" he glared at me, "YOUR THE PROBLEM!"

"why?" i asked in a small voice.

"Because Your alwasy here, and...I" he trailed off.

"Nuff said, What do you want to do Hannah?" Andrew cut in.

"Umm...can i hang here, and tourmet Tim somemore?" i asked, then flashed a smile at him.

"OH, MY GOD!" Tim yelled.

I laughed, then unexpectantly he laughed too.

He came over and picked me up and hugged me tight, then spun me around and around. What on earth was he up to?

"Ahhhh" i screamed.

"Having fun?" He asked.

"Sure, if you call dizzy-ness fun!" i said, then smiled. He put me down.

He went to the bathroom, i looked at Andrew and James, they were shocked, and had there mouths hanging open.

"What was that about?" I asked.

They both mearly shrugged. Tim walked out.

"Sorry, for um...being mean the other days, your really nice, and by the way i have been taking anger managment classes, and I do apologize for everything" He said.

I almost screamed, i don't even know why, but he was being so nice, maybe he was turning a new leaf. Hmmm? oh well.

"Thanks" i grinned, he gasped, i closed my mouth and went to my bag.

I sat on Andrews bed, then patted the space beside me. He came over and sat next to me.

I pulled him closer, and kissed him, he kissed back, then after about 2 minutes James cleared his throught.

I laughed, "Sorry"

These guys were my friends, just as much as the girls were, i guess Tim was too.

"It's fine" Tim said.

I was supprised he said that. I must have looked shocked coz he smiled at me. He had a really ncie smile, it touched his eyes, and made them crinkle. I smiled back.

I slept at Andrews, in his bed too, which was very very warm. Mmm so warm.

I got up and went to the toilet, and when i glanced at the clock, it flashed 2:07am. Uhh. god, well i better go to the bathroom. I sighed, and walked through.

The floor was cold, it made me shiver. After i had been i almost had a heartattack as i walked out the bathroom door, Tim was standing there, he smiled.

"Sorry" he said.

"It's f-f-fine" i stuttered through my chattering teeth.

Here, he handed me a warm jacket, "Than-k-k-ks"

I put it on, "It's fine" he said.

"Tim?" i asked.

"Myes?" he answered.

"Why are you being so nice all of a sudden?"

"Oh, i dunno, i guess i just got sick of us fighting, coz your nice!" he smiled, then went back to bed.

I whispered "Okay"

Once i fell asleep again, it felt like morning in 2 seconds, argh. Time to wake up, Crap.

Andrew turned over, and pulled me in for a kiss, i kissed back, then before i new it, i was ontop of him, by this time i realized it was only 6am, and everyone was still asleep. Apart from us of course, we were making out. He put his hands on my waist, then pulled me tighter, we were making out qiute the thing, untill the alarm beemed 6:30 and people stirred, i jumped off of him, and went to go to get my bag, thats when i realized my top was off. Why did i let Andrew take it off last night, i don't know? wait does this mean i had it off when i was talking to Tim last night. CRAP, CRAP, CRAP!

"Shoot!" i yelled.

I heard Tim and James laugh. So there i was standing in my bra and pants with no top in sight.

"Sorry for the view" i said, then blushed.

"It's not a bad view, don't worry about it" Tim said.

I laughed. Then i heard a bang, Andrew had just thrown a shoe at Tim, and it hit him hard, that was sure to make him mad, he just laughed harder.

As i was leaving i got a hug from Tim.

"Bye guys!" i shouted, then left, i got back, and found Freya doing homework, and Ellie sitting doing hers, ontop of Ben.

"BEN!" i yelled.

He pushed Ellie of, then ran to hug me, "Hannah, hello!"

I hugged him tight, "Long time, no see!" i said.

He laughed. Then went and sat with Ellie again.

I went for a walk, since Andrew was out today, he was going to visit his mum in his new car.

I went to 'our' place to sit for a while, just last weekend he had carved on the tree a loveheart with ' I love you' written in it. It made me cry tears of joy. He also stole a beanch from somewhere, and put it under the tree. It was such a nice place.

It must have been about 2 and a half hours i was sitting there listening to my ipod, when i got a call, my phone started buzzing.

I answered "Hello" i said in a happy voice, this place made me happy.

"HANNAH!" Tim screaed down the phone.

"WHAT!?"

"Umm...you need to get to Roseglass hospital as fas as you can now!" he said quickly.

"WHAT, WHAT, WHY!?" i shouted, oh, my, god if anything has happened to someone. No i can't think that.

"Okay, Andrew was in a car crash, and he's hurt badly!" he said sadly.

"NOOOOOOOOOOO!" i yelled then hung up, and ran, tears streaming down my face. I got into my car, and started the engine. I drove straight to the hospital. Once i got there i ran to the Reseption.

"Hi, my Partner Andrew Hail has been hurt, and i need to see him now" i said, more tears ran down my cheeks.

"Sure" she said, then clicked a few buttons then sent me up to his room.

"Andrew!" i said when i came in, "Oh, my, you poor thing!"

He was strapped to tubes and wires coming off him, he even had 2 broken legs, and a broken rib, and one arm, He also had a slight spine injury, nothing that would cause him trouble to walk.

Once he slept and woke up he started talking, he was aloud to now.

He groaned, "I'm so sorry Hannah"

"No, it's not your fault, your okay, you'll be okay!" i reasured him.

He groaned more, "No, i won't. They said i could die" then he looked like he was about to cry.

I started crying, "But i love you, so i won't let you" I choked out, "Please don't leave me"

"I'll try" he whispered.

"Are you in pain?" i asked.

He moaned, "A lot"

"Where's your mum?"

he groaned louder, "She is in the cafateria"

"Oh" I said, "Well, do you want me to get her?"

"No, i want you to come here though!" he said, then smiled slightly.

I wandered over, and sat on the chair next to him, "Yes honey?"

"Can i kiss you?" he asked.

"Yes" i said, i leaned in and kissed him. He kissed back.

The heart rate reader picked up, and i pulled away. I laughed, then he laughed, then groaned.

"Sorry, i won't make you laugh" i apologized.

"It's okay" he said, sadly, "I'm in so much pain"

"You should get some sleep, I'll stay here, don't worry" i assured him. I kissed his head.

"Okay, thanks, I love you so much" he said. once he had fallen asleep, i drifted off too.

I think it was the next day because i woke when the sun hit me from the window. Gosh it was bright.

"Andrew?" i whispered.

"Yes?" he said.

"Oh hello" i laughed, "I was checking"

he laughed, "I feel better, thanks for staying"

"No, no, it was my pleasure" i said happily.

"Hey can you ask the nurse for a drink for me?" he asked.

"Sure"

I came back with water, "Is this alright?" i asked.

"Yes" he said, "Umm...can u feed me it?"

"Yes" i laughed.

After he had finised. He fell asleep. I watched in amazment. He looked so thoughtful in his sleep. I stroked his head.

I whispered "I love you darling, Please don't leave me"

His mum came in, "Hello Hannah!" she said, then i could tell she had been crying.

I smiled apologeticly, "Hey"

"How are you?" i asked.

"Terrible, I hope he gets better!" she said, then more tears flowed over her cheeks.

I rubbed her back, and gave her a tissue, "It's okay, i hope so too"

"You wanna know something Hannah?" she asked.

"Alright"

"Well, as you know he loved you, well he loved you more than the world, and i know why, your a lovely girl, and well...you see, he was going to..umm..he wanted to marry you one day, he already told me this, and that he wanted to propose this year" she said, then looked down.

"Oh, my, thats so sweet!" i said.

"I won't tell him this, but what would your answer be?" she asked.

"It would be...a yes!" i said. Then i grinned.

"I hope he gets the chance, and i hope he lives a good long life with you!" she started sobbing, and so did i.

Andrew woke up about 10:09 pm.

"Hey honey" His mum and I said at the same time, we laughed.

"Can i kiss you?" Andrew asked me.

"Umm...okay" i walked over, and kissed him, his mum took a picture.

i laughed. She laughed too.

"You two are so cute together" she smiled then walked away.

"I love you Hannah, I always will, and i was going to propose to you this year, but i guess i will never get that chance!" he started crying.

I wiped his tears away, "Honey you will, and if you did, i would say yes" i told him

"No, i..i...i'm dying, now as we speak!" he said then bawled, "I don't want to die!"

"What, thats....thats not right, no your not aloud to" i nearly shouted at him.

He whispered "I love you hannah, i always will!"

I whispered "No, No no no no, please dont; leave me, you've all i got!"

I was crying now.

"I can't help it, that stupid bus!" he was going croaky now.

"No, please" i begged.

He choked out his last words, "I...I...Love...Y..You" then he driffted off.

I whispered, "No, come back, please"

I was sobbing but i yelled, "HELP!?"

I ran to him, no help came, "HELP!?"

"HELP, HELP!?" I yelled louder, i was sobbing my heart out. He couldn't be dead, no. I loved him to much, i'm not letting him die. No. I was crying on his chest now.

His mum came in, she saw me crying my heart out and then ran to me, "Hannah?" she asked. I wouldn't answer.

She ran to get help, they said it was too late, she cryed and then left. While i still sat there, crying, and crying. I'm never leaving him. He was my best friend, and My boyfriend. All that remained now was a body, lying limp and cold. I want him back.

" I WANT HIM BACK!" i yelled. I was crying so much, it wasn't possible how much i was crying.

The nurse came in with people to clear the room, and to take the body away, i wouldn't move. They ended up having to move me by lifting me, "NOOO!" I screamed. This wasn't happening.

"NOOOO!" i kicked and screamed.

They put the body in a room, to be checked and cleaned. I asked to go in with him for a while.

I lay on the floor, and cryed, and cryed, and cryed, and cryed. My clothes were wet, but i didn't care. I didn't want to move again.

I whispered "I love you Andrew, please come back to me"

I yelled "ANDREW YOU HEAR ME, I LOVE YOU, COME BACK!" i was going insane. Not only was i talking to a dead person, but i was lying with one..

My life was offically over, i didn't want anything else, i just wanted Andrew. Nothing will ever please me again, nothing will please me enough to make me smile the way i smiled at him. I needed him, now all i had was college for another 2 years. great. Sure i had friends, but my best friend had just dies, and he was more than that, he was my life, and it was now over.

B.2 Chapter 17. 19th birthday...

"Hannah!" mum called from down stairs, "It's Jason at the door for you!"

Uhh. Great. Just perfect.

"Coming!" i shouted down, for the person behind the door and mum.

I was staying at mums, this sunday, visiting her and Sam.

I walked down the stairs slowly. I opened it.

"Ello!" Jason said, cheerfuly.

"Uhh. Hi" i mumbled.

"How are you?" he asked, with a smile.

I mumbled something rude under my breath, "Tired"

He looked at me, "Well, i was just on my way to the coffee shop when i noticed you car was here, so i popped in to say Hi"

"well, bye now!" i shut the door. Then opened it again, "Sorry!" i said.

He smiled, "Well bye then" he walked away.

I felt bad, "JASON!....uhh...Bye, see you soon!" i yelled.

he smiled. i felt better now.
I got my into my car, and drove back to campus. This was my first time taking my car, so i was excited, i picked up Andrew on the way, he was visiting his mum.

"Hey love" he smiled at me, then got into the car.

"Hey, honey!" i seemed excited, weird.

We smiled at each other, then i grabbed him and started kissing him. Boy i was in a good mood, i just kept kissing him, till i noticed we better be going. WHen i stopped his hair was all messy, he moved it back into place, We laughed.

"Wow, why are you so happy today? you've never done that before!" he pointed out.

"umm...i just love you" i said shyly.

"Well, i didn't say i didn't like it, just that it was new" he smiled at me, then kissed my cheek.

I laughed. I turned the radio on, then 'homecoming- Hey monday' came on. I was singing along.

"Well big girl, your lmost 19, how does it feel?" Andrew said excitedly.

"Umm...good i guess, your 19 not long after," i laughed.

Jason was already 19, i was next, then Andrew, then Jess, then Mel, then Ellie, then Freya, then Ben, but ben would only be 18, this year.

Once we got to campus, i walked to Andrews room holding his hand, he took me inside, oooh. this was new. One of his room mates was sitting there with his top of.

"Hi" i said. Then looked down, as if embarassed to be looking at him like that.

"Oh, umm, Hello" he said, "I'm James" he mentioned.

"I'm Hannah, Andrews Girlfriend" i smiled.

"Oh, your the one he has been talking about so much, well what he says is true" he smiled at me. Then at Andrew, who looked a bit red. I couldn't help but laugh, i put my hand over my mouth to stop it though.

Then his other room mate came in the door, once he saw me he was mezmorized. I don;t know why.

"Who's this?" he asked, he souded like a jerk.

"THIS...is Hannah" i said. Then laughed at myself.

"OH" he said, then turned angry looking, "Well whats she doing here!?"

"She's my girlfriend, and i wanted her to meet James" he said, then looked at the boy.

"Yeah, Tim, lay off, geez!" James said, well at least i know his name now.

"Tim, seriously, be nice, you hardly know her!" Andrew said.

"WATEVER!" Tim yelled.

I whispered to Andrew, "I think he has anger managment issues" then i giggled.

Tim looked at me, "WHAT WAS THAT SWEETHEART!?" he yelled.

Okay, now i was scared. Andrew had a smug look on his face, until he realized Tim was gonna hurt me.

He got his hand in the air, and went to slap me, "Oh crap!" i said, then screamed.

He hit me really hard, on the cheek.

"That'll teach you!" tim smiled at me.

"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU HIT ME FOR!" i shouted at him, then kicked him in the back of the knees, he fell to the floor with a thump. Then andrew punched his face.

"Don't you dare lay one finger on her. ever again. " he looked angry.

I looked in the mirror, my cheek had gone red. owch! it really hurt. I rubbed it.

Andrew came over to me, and took my hand, and left with me.

Once we were outside he said, "I'm so sorry about that, he has mega issues"

"Oh, it's not your fault, seriously, i am okay, thats twice you have saved me" i laughed.

The next day i woke up with the sun shinning, it was a great day.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH!" Ellie and Freya shouted together.

"mmmm" then i opened my eyes wide, "Wow, I'm 19"

"YES YOU ARE!" Ellie shouted again.

"Oh, my god, are you excited?" she looked at me skepticly.

"Yes, i am, but umm...what time is it?" i asked.

"Uhh. 11:30am, you sleep. a lot" Ellie said, then they smiled at me.

"Be in this room at 7pm!" Freya said. Great a suprise party.

Ellie looked at Freya and rolled her eyes, "Nice work freya, you ruined the supprise!"

I laughed, "Actually, you both did!" i grinned at them.

These girls were my best friends, and i loved them to bits.

I put on a nice green top, and black skinny's, then i put on some green converse, my mum had gotten my them for my birthday, but gave me them yesterday. i put a green ribbon in my hair, and tied the side parts of my hair up, then wrapped the ribbon around. I put some black eye shaddow on, then eyeliner, and then finally i left the house.It was my big day, meh. It wasn't actually that special.
I skipped to the shops, i decided they wouldn't want me around while they were setting up 'my party'. Tehehe, i always loved a good party. I was 19, oh, my godnesss. How did this happen? Oh well it's good i guess.
I bumped into someone " Oh, sorr-" i got cut off, as i realized who it was, " Lily?"
She looked at me dumbly, "Uh, yes, but how do you know that!?" she sounded dumber than she looked, which was a lot.
"Uhh, your Phils Girlfriend, he was about to marry my mum, when i saw you two sleeping together!" i made an angry look on my face.
"Oh, well. Whatever!" she said, then fixed her hair, which was really really blonde. Then she pushed her bra up. Clearly it was a push up bra, and clearly she had a boob job. Why would you need a push up bra with a boob job? I dunno.
"Uh...nice...Chest, very real looking" i mumbled. I giggled.
"Hay-ley, or whatever your name is, at least i'm blonde, guys like blondes so much better!" she huffed.
"Great come back, it's almost as dumb as you!" i smiled a cheeky smile. The one i gave Phil at the wedding, "And my name is Hannah, not Hay-ley!" i impersonated her voice when i said Hayley.
She made a noise then stormed off. She was wearing so much foundation that when she turned around her neck was white, and her face was orange, i cracked up laughing. She glared at me, i just laughed more. She reminded me of Freddie. I wonder if she was pregnant yet. hehehe.
I got home for exactly 7pm, when i walked into my room, everyone shouted, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH!"
I grinned, "Thanks guys!"
Andrew came over and kissed me, when he went to pull away he kept kissing me. I giggled at this.
Music started and I danced with Andrew, then Jason walked over, "Hello, may i borrow her?" he asked.
"Sure" andrew said, then walked off.
"Uh. Hi there!" i said, then smiled.
We danced, and talked for a while, then i went to get a drink. Thats when i noticed it.
"Bethany" i said, then ran over and hugged her.
she was here with Mel, and Thomas. They were like such a cute family.
"How are you?" i yelledf over the music to Mel.
"Great, I'm guessing your happy!" she smiled.
After the party was over, i sat on my bed with Andrew, snuggling. While Ellie & Ben were on Ellie's Bed sitting together, we were all talking and laughing.
"Where's Freya?" i asked.
"Umm, she's with Jeremy, they guy in one of our classes" Ellie said, then winked at me.
I laughed, " Oh i see"
Later once i had fallen asleep with Andy in my bed with me, he was warm. Ben and Ellie in her bed. I heard the door open and a muffled giggle come out, i peeked through half closed eyes to see Freya kissing Jeremy.
At the same time Ellie and I said, "Oooh!"
Freya giggled, Jeremy smiled at us.
"Freya and Jeremy standing in our room, K.I.S.S.I.N.G!" Ben chanted. Opps! everyone was awake again.
Once we had all fallen asleep, i felt Andrews arm flop over my side, so he was hugging me tight. I was so happy in this bed, i didn't want to move every again.
I heard Andrew whisper in my ear, "You sure are one special girl Hannah!"

B.2 Chapter 16. Wedding bells!?

"Honey come here, do you like my dress?" Mum asked from across the hall.

I wandered in, not really enjoying the fact that my mum was marrying Phil in about 2 days. I still wasn;t sure wither to tell her or not. I wanted to, but then again i really really didn't want to.

"Wow, mum, you look fantastic!" i grinned at her.

"Thanks baby" she smiled, "So, what are you wearing?" she looked down after this.

"Umm.....i was gonna wear my black dress, with the white staps?" i said, in a questionly way.

"Oh, okay, i was just thinking that you might have woren something...more..." she trailed off.

Haha, as if, i was gonna waste money on a dress i didn't need.

Ellie, Ben, Mel, Jess, Freya, Dave, Thomas, Bethany, Jason, Andrew were all going to be there, so my plan better work, or else. I. Would. Be. In. Lots. Of. trouble.

"I could wear my purple dress?" i offered. I wore this to everything. well i did love it.

"Yes, i really like that one!" she grinned.

"Okay, sure" i smiled, well tryed to, then walked away to the bathroom. I straightened my hair then ran off to Catch the train back to campus.

When i arrived i gave everyone their invites to the wedding, and then they all said they could and would come.

"Yes, i shall be there, i must help you get rid off this evil man" Ellie said with an angry face.

"Yeh" i sighed.

"Hey, don't worry my pretty, we shall, and when i say we i mean you, shall be okay!" she grinned.

i grinned back.

We walked to our room, and drew some plans, while freya was painting ehr nails a nice shiny red.

"Wow, i like this colour!" Freya said. she showed us her pinky white dress, it was pretty.

"Nice" i smiled.

"Thanks!" she grinned.

Then came saturday, the wedding, great. I was so nervous. i hope the plan worked out well.

I shoved on my dress, and left my hair curly and pinned back the side bits, in little purple clips. Ellie put on her brown dress, and little sparkly pumps. Freya put on her pretty little dress, and shoes. We all cought the train to George Wood church, then i went into the back to scan the photo onto the 'happy together' wedding video. I felt bad, but at least she would no the truth.

"Is this really a good idea?" i asked Ellie nervously. I didn't want mum to get hurt.

"Yes, it is, i mean think about it Hannah, what will happen if we don't tell her, and all the other unworthy things he will do, we have got to tell her!" she said, then looked excited, In a weird way. Kinda scary way.

Everyone took there seats, and i walked down to the back room to get mum and walk in front up the aisle. when i did so, i grinned. I couldn't help it. I was happy for mum, and excited to tell the truth. Everyone gasped, gosh, they always did when i smiled. Tehehe.

The music started and mum came down, with grandpa on her arm. Aww, this was so special. Could i really ruin it? I have to. This made me sad. mum was smiling, she was so happy.

Once she reached the stand, she turned to face phil, he was smiling slyly.

After they had said the lines, the ring boy came down. Sam was the ring boy, and boy did he look cute in his little suite. He carried it with a big smile on his face, he stood next to me, and i held his hand. After they had put the rings on, the video played. There was a couple of funny pictures, and some words, like 'Love', and things. Then it was the second last picture, my hands got sweaty, and i felt rather guilty.

Then it came, everyone gasped. Then mum realized. And screamed.

"HUH?" phil said, looking red, and sweaty. He looked at me, then Ellie, then Freya.

"What is this?" Mum asked, sadly.

"Uhh...i dunno, darling" he smiled, trying to hide what everyone saw, and what he new.

"Yes, oh yes, you do!" she said, sadly, "Why are you lying to me? why did you sleep with this woman, and when was this taken?" she asked, then tears started flowing down her cheeks.

"Mum" i said, she looked at me, "This was taken last week, when i was coming to see you, i found Phil and Lily" i made sure i said her name horribly, "Sleeping together, i hid in the closet because Ellie took a photo, then phil thought he heard something, so rather than him killing me, i hid" i said, then looked down.

"Oh, i see" she said, holding back sobs, " Phil, i want you out of my life, and here is your stupid ring, before this ceromony is made offical, i am NOT marrying this man" she said strongly.

"FINE, BE THAT WAY, I NEVER REALLY LOVED YOU, AND AT LEAST NOW I CAN GO LIVE WITH LILY, AS I HAVE BEEN FOR AGES!" he said, then looked agry.

"HOLD IT RIGHT THERE PHIL! no-one talks to my mum like that, you big noob, just leave without a word, coz clearly you have nothing nice to say, so don't say anything!" i said, then flashed a smile at him. it was a cheeky one coz he glared at me, then stormed off.

Mum hugged me and whispered in my ear, "Thanks honey, you saved me from marrying that monster!"

"It's okay, but are you okay?" i asked.

"Yes, i will be fine, now that i know the truth" she smiled at me.

I smiled back. Ellie ran up and hugged me then my mum.

"I am so happy for you!" she said, then giggled.

I laughed, then so did freya.

"Oh, mum, this is Freya!" i announced.

"Hi, Andria" she said with confiedence.

"Hello Freya, nice to meet you" she smiled.

"You look lovely" freya said to mum.

"Oh, why thankyou" she smiled, again.

We all went home, well mum did, with sam, and Ellie, Freya, And i went back to campus.

"Hi fives!" Ellie shouted as we got to the school.

we all hi fived her, " THE PLAN WORKED!" i grinned.

"Well duh! it was made my Ellie and your great minds, combined." freya announced.

We all laughed.

When Andrew got back, he came to my room, and knocked on the door, i was in a little flowery summer dress, and little dolly shoes to match, and my hair was still in the purple pins. I answered the door, when i saw it was him, i flung myself into him.

"You look pretty" he said, when he had the chance.

"Oh" i blushed, "Thanks"

He took my hand and led me out to a big field with dying yellow grass, there was a nice tree in the middle, and the sun was setting at just the perfect time.
"Wow" i said, bewildered by the beauty of this place.

"Yes, i was thinking, that...umm...this could be our place" he said, then blushed.

"YES!" i shouted, shoot, too eager. opps.

"Alright" he laughed.

i laughed too.

He sat down against the tree, and signaled me forward to sit on his knee. Just before i sat, i decided i wanted to run around this field, "Uhh.. hang on" i said, then ran of.

I ran all the way around it, then came back, panting. "That was fun, now can i sit with you?" i asked, then looked at him cutely.

"Sure, love" he smiled, the smile was beautiful, it touched his eyes in such a nice way.

I sat next to him and put my head on his chest. He put one arm around me, and the lifted my chin up, he kissed me so tenderly, it made me blush.

He pulled me on top of him, and hissed me a more, then pushed my mouth open and we were kissing for ages. Then the sun set, and we decided to walk back, we walked hand in hand.

This was one of the most perfect times in your life, when you never want it to end.

"I love you Andrew" i whispered.

"I love you too" he said back, then kissed my forehead.

B.2 Chapter 15. Freya

As the train pulled up, i climbed onto it, with Andrew and Ellie. We all had about 2 to 3 suitecases of our things. We were on our way to college, and since we were all going to the same one, we were all extremly excited. I was sharing a room with Ellie, and a girl called Freya.
"I CAN'T BELIEVE WE ARE GOING TO COLLEGE!" screamed Ellie.
"Shhhh! I have a headache!" Andrew moaned.
"ME TOO!" i yelled. "Oh, sorry Andy" i mumbled after.
He pulled me closer and kissed me.
Ellie coughed, "Umm....i wonder who Freya is, and whats she;s like" Ellies eyes shone with excitment.
When we arrived i ran to my room.
I barged through the door, to find freya, i think. She was in her undies. top half.
"Oh shoot! umm....sorry!" I flushed.
"Hi, i'm freya" she smiled.
SHe had pretty curly shoulder length hair, it was the prettiest brown. She had really pretty eyes too.
"Hi, I'm Hannah" i smiled back.
I unpacked and picked a bed, i got the window bed, i liked window beds. It meant i got to stare out the window.
After about a week at the school i had gotten to know Freya pretty well, and we were now good friends. She was so nice, so loveable. She was a wonderful drawer, and her and Ellie were like best friends already.
"Freya, umm...Ellie and I are going back to my Hamdenle to do a little shopping, and then go see my mum, do you wanna come?" i asked. Hamdenle was a big shopping place, everyone went there to shop.
"Sure" she smiled. "You know, you guys have been so nice to me, normally people don;t like me, but since i came here, they all seem to treat me nicely" she smiled more.
"Whats not to like about you!" Ellie said sarcasticly.
We laughed. Ellie took a lot of pictures of us all together.
Ellie wanted to be a photographer, and Freya wanted to be an Artist, and i wasn't sure what i wanted, Something special though.
After we had shopped, we went home to see mum. Hmm? thats funny she wasn;t in. Oh well better get another towel, i didn't bring enough. Freya and Ellie were sitting down stairs on the couch, and then Ellie appeared beside me, she waved. I rolled my eyes. Freya was behind her. Suddenly we heard noises coming from mums bedroom. I peeked in the door.
Oh, my god! Phil was having sex with a young blonde woman. I have now seen to much. Even for a nearly 19 year old, i have seen to much.
Suddenly i heard Ellie gasp and snap a picture.
"Huh?" phil said, then looked up, but just before he looked at the door, i climbed into the cupboard and Ellie and Freya went under the bed, they had choisen a very bad place to be.
As soon as he thought everything was alright, he went back to his business. I couldn't believe it, i new he was a horrible man, but i never thought he would do this. This was wrong, this just was wickedly evil. I couldn't watch, but yet i couldn't stop. I was so upset. Mum was marring this monster, i couldn't let her. Just then i remembered that Ellie had a picture. I could show her on her wedding day, then everything would be good, except mum would be really depressed.
After they had finished, she got her clothes on and left, but before she went she kissed him. What a jerk! He fumbled around the room putting his pants on, i closed my eyes at this part, i really didn't want to see his penis. Ewww. I heard a muffled giggle from Freya as he was putting them on. haha silly freya.
"Stupid bitch! that girl was good, but not as good as Lily, wow, what a hottie!" he had a smug look on his face.
How could he talk such trach, expecially about mum, and she said that Lily was better. yuck.
After phile drove off in his car, we all came out looking shocked.
"Oh, my god! what the hell!?" Freya said.
"Yeah, what an arsehole" Elouise said.
I started crying, "What am i going to do, what should i tell mum!?"
Freya rubbed my back, "There, there!"
"Kay" i smiled. then the tears stopped.
We got back to our campus in time for dinner, and i ate with Andrew and told him what happened. He patted my shoulder then, kissed me. I kissed back.
When i was walking back to have a shower, someone shouted my name.
"Haannnahh!" it yelled again, i turned around.
A boy, with glasses pushed up to far, and high pants was standing near me.
"Yes?" i asked.
"I love you" he said, in a really naisley voice.
I think i made a face, "Ehhh....sorry i'm taken" i smiled apologeticly, well i tryed to, coz i wasn't sorry.
"Oh, um...sorry" i waddled off.
i muffled my laughter. it was just so funny, i had to laugh when i got to the bathroom.
That night i had a great sleep in the room, with my friends. WHen i woke up, i saw a bird sitting on my window pane. i smiled, it was a beautiful day.
"MORNING LADIES!" Ellie said loudly.
"mmmmm" i mumbled.
"Morning" freya said in a croaky voice.
I put on a green flowery skirt, with a grey top, it had a drawn face on it.
"Oh, i love your top!" freya said. She got out her sketch book and started sketching it.
Ellie took a photo of me in it. i giggled. I slipeed on my black dolly shoes, and then tied my hair up in a messy bun. I grabbed my books and ran off to class with my back.
Ellie was wearing shorts, and a 'I love nerds' top. Freya was in a denim skirt and a black cardy and a black singlet. we all ran to class.
This was great, college was great, my boyfriend was great, my friends were great, even that nerdy guy was great. lol

B.2 Chapter 14. Mistletoe makes it all better...

It was now Christmas eve, geez. At least i had all my presents. That was one good thing.

I walked through the snow, it was like little drops on my head, brr! it was cold. I was on my way to Mels house to give her presents. When i turned up it was so warm in there house. Ahhh nice warmth.

"Hey Mel, Merry Christmas, heres presents" i handered her the gifts.

"Thanks, heres yours!" she gave me it. Wow. It was small, well small presents are always best.

"Thanks" i smiled. "Well see you soon"

"Bye" Thomas said.

"Hi thomas!" i waved.

He was holding Bethany, aww she was so cute, they had put her in a raindeer suite, aww with little antenahs. Cute. Very very cute.

"Nice clothes Beth" i smiled at her, she laughed then smiled back.

"Moooo-m" she said, oh, my god, babies don't normaly talk at this age.

"Thats all she can say" Mel smiled. Love in her eyes.

They were such a happy family. I hope that happens to me one day. Probably never will.

I walked home, as i was breathing, steam was coming out my mouth. thats how cold it was.

I walked to Jess's next, gave her presents.

"Merry Christmas Jess!" i smiled.

"Merry christmas Hannah!" They said at the same time, then they kissed.

"Hannah, guess what!" she smiled excitedly.

"What?" i asked curiously.

" Our dog had puppies!" she laughed.

I laughed, "Congrats" then i realized something, "Wait, wasn't your puppy a male?"

"Umm, clearly no, so it is now samantha, but we call it Sam!" Daved laughed.

"Mmm, yes, flexible names!" i laughed.

I then walked to Ben's, i new that Ellie would be there.

"MERRY CHRISTMASSYYYYY!" Ellie shouted as i arrived.

"Merrryyy x-mas!" ben said, then smiled at me.

"Merry Christmas guys!" i smiled my massive grin.

We all laughed and joked around for a while, then i left to go to Jason's, this was the part of the night that i had been dreading.

I knocked on the door, Jason answered, "Hannah, Merry Christmas love!" he smiled.

"Merry Christmas" i smiled, then handed him a little blue box, i had gotten him some chocolates.

"Thanks, and here" he handed me a red box. Oh god. I didn't want to open this.

"Umm, hannah this is gonna make you mad, but your standing under mistletoe!" he had a smug look on his face.

Bugger, "Right" i looked up, and there it was, how annoying. Well i better just to make him feel better, i pulled him in a Kissed him quickly on the lips.

"Happy?" i asked.

"Very" he smiled.

"good, Merry Christmas Jason!" i said, then turned and walked home.

I walked in and saw that Phil had mistletoe over his head with mum underneath, i gagged.

They kissed then it got nasty, it got to the point where you really didn't need to see your mum kissing someone like that. Ewwww. I almost barfed.

Sam came running down the stairs, "Hannnaaaahhhhh!" he hugged me.

"Sam!" i hugged him back, then picked him up, "Are you excited for Santa coming?" i asked.

"Yes" he smiled excitedly.

I was only staying at this house for Sam, i would still be at Andrews, if Sam wasn't around. I tcked Sam into bed, then went out, but as i was leaving Sam whispered something to me, "I love you".

Oh, my god! He had always said I hate you hannah, and now he loved me, "I love you more Sam, i really do" then i went to the bathroom and cryed, that was the nicest/best Christmas present he could have given me. I wiped my mascara off, and put new stuff on. There we go, perfect. Well as perfect as i could make myself look, which is about 0%.

I walked over to Andrews, "Hannah, how are you, my lovely?" andrew asked at the door.

"I'm good" i looked up, damn no mistletoe, no mistletoe when i want it.

We walked upstairs, after i had said hello to his mum.

He stopped me half way in the door to his bedroom, "What?" i asked.

"Look up!" he smiled.

Mistletoe.

I looked at him. He looked back.

"Your eyes are so beautiful, they are sparkling in the light" he smiled. Then bent down to kiss me, just as our lips touched and out eyes closed, his mum took a picture.

"That is such a nice on for the Photo album" she said, then went back down stairs.

I felt my face get hot, but as i went to pull away, he held me closer. I stayed, we were so close.

I pushed his mouth open, then we were kissed for ages.

After that he took my cold hands and took me to his computer, he had made a slideshow of us.

"Alright, wait 2 minutes, i just need to add one more pic" he ran downstairs, and came up with a little memory stick from a camera. It must be the picture of us kissing a minute ago.

"Ready?" he asked, then held my hand. He kissed my forehead, then the slideshow started.

We watched, i was sitting on his lap, he was warm.

It had a picture of my school picture, oh god, i hate it. then his, and he put them side by side. with a love heart in the background, it was cheesy but i liked it.

Then the last picture came up, it was us kissing. Wow, it was a good picture. It was the 3rd one of us actualy together. The rest were all photoshopped.

"That was so sweet!" i smiled at him.

"Thanks, oh and here is your christmas present!" he handed me it.

"Thanks, here is yours!" i gave him a little box.

"Wanna open them here, considering it is almost the next day? also do you wanna stay?" he aked.

"YEs, and Yes" i smiled.

He opened his first, "Oh, my god! thankyou so much!" he kissed me.

I had gotten him a CD he wanted. lol

"Open yours now!" he urged.

"Sure" i smiled, then unwrapped it slowly, "Wow, thankyou".

he got me a little locket, it had a little flower carved on the front, and then inside, was empty. on the back said 'You have my heart'. Now my present look crap compared to what he had gotten me.

"Like it?" he asked, "We could put the picture of us kissing in it" he said.

"Yes, i love it. " i smiled.

I got into a big t-shirt of his, then got into his warm bed, he did the same, but he only wore boxers and no t-shirt, he looked good. I smiled. he laughed.

We watched a DVD on the portible DVD player. We watched a scary movie, and he had his arm around me. After the movie, he turned the sidelamp off, and lay down beside me, we talked for about an hour, then i rolled onto my side to face him. He rolled over to face me. He put his hands on my face so that they cuped it. Then he kissed me, i kissed back. I felt him push my mouth open then he pulled me ontop of him. We kissed for a while. We then fell asleep, and when i woke up i was curled up with his arm around me.

I yawned, "Mmmm" i mumbled.

"Morning love" he whispered.

"Morning" i smiled.

I got gum out of my bag, and chewed on that. Mmm it tasted good. Chew, chew, chew. I handed some to Andrew, "Mmmm it's nice!" he said.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS!" i said.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS MORE!" he laughed.

I laughed more, then he started tickling me, i was so ticklish.

I went over to my house with Andrew, and we sat with Sam and mum, and the thing, while we watched Sam open presents, then mum opened hers, then Phil, then me. I got a couple of cd's, some clothes, and some chocolate. This was an okay Christmas, mum was happy, i was happy-ish. Sam was happy, and loves me. I smiled when i thought that.

Andrew rubbed my shoulder. I kissed him, mum snapped a couple of pictures of Sam, me, and Andrew.

Mum whispered in my ear, "Oh! Hannah your growing up so fast, and i like andrew, he is really nice!"

"Yeah" i smiled.

"Andria, darling?" Phil said.

"Hmmm" mum said, then turned around.

He made a 'come here' signal. She went over.

After that Andrew went home, and i went upstairs to put on my new cd's. They all sounded great, and my clothes looked nice on, also the chocolate was good. Yummy.

This Year had been alright, well good and bad. But it's always gonna be the same. What was next on the list of'how to ruin Hannah's life', well we shall just have to wait. But right now, everything was fine.