B.2 Chapter 17. 19th birthday...

"Hannah!" mum called from down stairs, "It's Jason at the door for you!"

Uhh. Great. Just perfect.

"Coming!" i shouted down, for the person behind the door and mum.

I was staying at mums, this sunday, visiting her and Sam.

I walked down the stairs slowly. I opened it.

"Ello!" Jason said, cheerfuly.

"Uhh. Hi" i mumbled.

"How are you?" he asked, with a smile.

I mumbled something rude under my breath, "Tired"

He looked at me, "Well, i was just on my way to the coffee shop when i noticed you car was here, so i popped in to say Hi"

"well, bye now!" i shut the door. Then opened it again, "Sorry!" i said.

He smiled, "Well bye then" he walked away.

I felt bad, "JASON!....uhh...Bye, see you soon!" i yelled.

he smiled. i felt better now.
I got my into my car, and drove back to campus. This was my first time taking my car, so i was excited, i picked up Andrew on the way, he was visiting his mum.

"Hey love" he smiled at me, then got into the car.

"Hey, honey!" i seemed excited, weird.

We smiled at each other, then i grabbed him and started kissing him. Boy i was in a good mood, i just kept kissing him, till i noticed we better be going. WHen i stopped his hair was all messy, he moved it back into place, We laughed.

"Wow, why are you so happy today? you've never done that before!" he pointed out.

"umm...i just love you" i said shyly.

"Well, i didn't say i didn't like it, just that it was new" he smiled at me, then kissed my cheek.

I laughed. I turned the radio on, then 'homecoming- Hey monday' came on. I was singing along.

"Well big girl, your lmost 19, how does it feel?" Andrew said excitedly.

"Umm...good i guess, your 19 not long after," i laughed.

Jason was already 19, i was next, then Andrew, then Jess, then Mel, then Ellie, then Freya, then Ben, but ben would only be 18, this year.

Once we got to campus, i walked to Andrews room holding his hand, he took me inside, oooh. this was new. One of his room mates was sitting there with his top of.

"Hi" i said. Then looked down, as if embarassed to be looking at him like that.

"Oh, umm, Hello" he said, "I'm James" he mentioned.

"I'm Hannah, Andrews Girlfriend" i smiled.

"Oh, your the one he has been talking about so much, well what he says is true" he smiled at me. Then at Andrew, who looked a bit red. I couldn't help but laugh, i put my hand over my mouth to stop it though.

Then his other room mate came in the door, once he saw me he was mezmorized. I don;t know why.

"Who's this?" he asked, he souded like a jerk.

"THIS...is Hannah" i said. Then laughed at myself.

"OH" he said, then turned angry looking, "Well whats she doing here!?"

"She's my girlfriend, and i wanted her to meet James" he said, then looked at the boy.

"Yeah, Tim, lay off, geez!" James said, well at least i know his name now.

"Tim, seriously, be nice, you hardly know her!" Andrew said.

"WATEVER!" Tim yelled.

I whispered to Andrew, "I think he has anger managment issues" then i giggled.

Tim looked at me, "WHAT WAS THAT SWEETHEART!?" he yelled.

Okay, now i was scared. Andrew had a smug look on his face, until he realized Tim was gonna hurt me.

He got his hand in the air, and went to slap me, "Oh crap!" i said, then screamed.

He hit me really hard, on the cheek.

"That'll teach you!" tim smiled at me.

"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU HIT ME FOR!" i shouted at him, then kicked him in the back of the knees, he fell to the floor with a thump. Then andrew punched his face.

"Don't you dare lay one finger on her. ever again. " he looked angry.

I looked in the mirror, my cheek had gone red. owch! it really hurt. I rubbed it.

Andrew came over to me, and took my hand, and left with me.

Once we were outside he said, "I'm so sorry about that, he has mega issues"

"Oh, it's not your fault, seriously, i am okay, thats twice you have saved me" i laughed.

The next day i woke up with the sun shinning, it was a great day.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH!" Ellie and Freya shouted together.

"mmmm" then i opened my eyes wide, "Wow, I'm 19"

"YES YOU ARE!" Ellie shouted again.

"Oh, my god, are you excited?" she looked at me skepticly.

"Yes, i am, but umm...what time is it?" i asked.

"Uhh. 11:30am, you sleep. a lot" Ellie said, then they smiled at me.

"Be in this room at 7pm!" Freya said. Great a suprise party.

Ellie looked at Freya and rolled her eyes, "Nice work freya, you ruined the supprise!"

I laughed, "Actually, you both did!" i grinned at them.

These girls were my best friends, and i loved them to bits.

I put on a nice green top, and black skinny's, then i put on some green converse, my mum had gotten my them for my birthday, but gave me them yesterday. i put a green ribbon in my hair, and tied the side parts of my hair up, then wrapped the ribbon around. I put some black eye shaddow on, then eyeliner, and then finally i left the house.It was my big day, meh. It wasn't actually that special.
I skipped to the shops, i decided they wouldn't want me around while they were setting up 'my party'. Tehehe, i always loved a good party. I was 19, oh, my godnesss. How did this happen? Oh well it's good i guess.
I bumped into someone " Oh, sorr-" i got cut off, as i realized who it was, " Lily?"
She looked at me dumbly, "Uh, yes, but how do you know that!?" she sounded dumber than she looked, which was a lot.
"Uhh, your Phils Girlfriend, he was about to marry my mum, when i saw you two sleeping together!" i made an angry look on my face.
"Oh, well. Whatever!" she said, then fixed her hair, which was really really blonde. Then she pushed her bra up. Clearly it was a push up bra, and clearly she had a boob job. Why would you need a push up bra with a boob job? I dunno.
"Uh...nice...Chest, very real looking" i mumbled. I giggled.
"Hay-ley, or whatever your name is, at least i'm blonde, guys like blondes so much better!" she huffed.
"Great come back, it's almost as dumb as you!" i smiled a cheeky smile. The one i gave Phil at the wedding, "And my name is Hannah, not Hay-ley!" i impersonated her voice when i said Hayley.
She made a noise then stormed off. She was wearing so much foundation that when she turned around her neck was white, and her face was orange, i cracked up laughing. She glared at me, i just laughed more. She reminded me of Freddie. I wonder if she was pregnant yet. hehehe.
I got home for exactly 7pm, when i walked into my room, everyone shouted, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH!"
I grinned, "Thanks guys!"
Andrew came over and kissed me, when he went to pull away he kept kissing me. I giggled at this.
Music started and I danced with Andrew, then Jason walked over, "Hello, may i borrow her?" he asked.
"Sure" andrew said, then walked off.
"Uh. Hi there!" i said, then smiled.
We danced, and talked for a while, then i went to get a drink. Thats when i noticed it.
"Bethany" i said, then ran over and hugged her.
she was here with Mel, and Thomas. They were like such a cute family.
"How are you?" i yelledf over the music to Mel.
"Great, I'm guessing your happy!" she smiled.
After the party was over, i sat on my bed with Andrew, snuggling. While Ellie & Ben were on Ellie's Bed sitting together, we were all talking and laughing.
"Where's Freya?" i asked.
"Umm, she's with Jeremy, they guy in one of our classes" Ellie said, then winked at me.
I laughed, " Oh i see"
Later once i had fallen asleep with Andy in my bed with me, he was warm. Ben and Ellie in her bed. I heard the door open and a muffled giggle come out, i peeked through half closed eyes to see Freya kissing Jeremy.
At the same time Ellie and I said, "Oooh!"
Freya giggled, Jeremy smiled at us.
"Freya and Jeremy standing in our room, K.I.S.S.I.N.G!" Ben chanted. Opps! everyone was awake again.
Once we had all fallen asleep, i felt Andrews arm flop over my side, so he was hugging me tight. I was so happy in this bed, i didn't want to move every again.
I heard Andrew whisper in my ear, "You sure are one special girl Hannah!"

B.2 Chapter 16. Wedding bells!?

"Honey come here, do you like my dress?" Mum asked from across the hall.

I wandered in, not really enjoying the fact that my mum was marrying Phil in about 2 days. I still wasn;t sure wither to tell her or not. I wanted to, but then again i really really didn't want to.

"Wow, mum, you look fantastic!" i grinned at her.

"Thanks baby" she smiled, "So, what are you wearing?" she looked down after this.

"Umm.....i was gonna wear my black dress, with the white staps?" i said, in a questionly way.

"Oh, okay, i was just thinking that you might have woren something...more..." she trailed off.

Haha, as if, i was gonna waste money on a dress i didn't need.

Ellie, Ben, Mel, Jess, Freya, Dave, Thomas, Bethany, Jason, Andrew were all going to be there, so my plan better work, or else. I. Would. Be. In. Lots. Of. trouble.

"I could wear my purple dress?" i offered. I wore this to everything. well i did love it.

"Yes, i really like that one!" she grinned.

"Okay, sure" i smiled, well tryed to, then walked away to the bathroom. I straightened my hair then ran off to Catch the train back to campus.

When i arrived i gave everyone their invites to the wedding, and then they all said they could and would come.

"Yes, i shall be there, i must help you get rid off this evil man" Ellie said with an angry face.

"Yeh" i sighed.

"Hey, don't worry my pretty, we shall, and when i say we i mean you, shall be okay!" she grinned.

i grinned back.

We walked to our room, and drew some plans, while freya was painting ehr nails a nice shiny red.

"Wow, i like this colour!" Freya said. she showed us her pinky white dress, it was pretty.

"Nice" i smiled.

"Thanks!" she grinned.

Then came saturday, the wedding, great. I was so nervous. i hope the plan worked out well.

I shoved on my dress, and left my hair curly and pinned back the side bits, in little purple clips. Ellie put on her brown dress, and little sparkly pumps. Freya put on her pretty little dress, and shoes. We all cought the train to George Wood church, then i went into the back to scan the photo onto the 'happy together' wedding video. I felt bad, but at least she would no the truth.

"Is this really a good idea?" i asked Ellie nervously. I didn't want mum to get hurt.

"Yes, it is, i mean think about it Hannah, what will happen if we don't tell her, and all the other unworthy things he will do, we have got to tell her!" she said, then looked excited, In a weird way. Kinda scary way.

Everyone took there seats, and i walked down to the back room to get mum and walk in front up the aisle. when i did so, i grinned. I couldn't help it. I was happy for mum, and excited to tell the truth. Everyone gasped, gosh, they always did when i smiled. Tehehe.

The music started and mum came down, with grandpa on her arm. Aww, this was so special. Could i really ruin it? I have to. This made me sad. mum was smiling, she was so happy.

Once she reached the stand, she turned to face phil, he was smiling slyly.

After they had said the lines, the ring boy came down. Sam was the ring boy, and boy did he look cute in his little suite. He carried it with a big smile on his face, he stood next to me, and i held his hand. After they had put the rings on, the video played. There was a couple of funny pictures, and some words, like 'Love', and things. Then it was the second last picture, my hands got sweaty, and i felt rather guilty.

Then it came, everyone gasped. Then mum realized. And screamed.

"HUH?" phil said, looking red, and sweaty. He looked at me, then Ellie, then Freya.

"What is this?" Mum asked, sadly.

"Uhh...i dunno, darling" he smiled, trying to hide what everyone saw, and what he new.

"Yes, oh yes, you do!" she said, sadly, "Why are you lying to me? why did you sleep with this woman, and when was this taken?" she asked, then tears started flowing down her cheeks.

"Mum" i said, she looked at me, "This was taken last week, when i was coming to see you, i found Phil and Lily" i made sure i said her name horribly, "Sleeping together, i hid in the closet because Ellie took a photo, then phil thought he heard something, so rather than him killing me, i hid" i said, then looked down.

"Oh, i see" she said, holding back sobs, " Phil, i want you out of my life, and here is your stupid ring, before this ceromony is made offical, i am NOT marrying this man" she said strongly.

"FINE, BE THAT WAY, I NEVER REALLY LOVED YOU, AND AT LEAST NOW I CAN GO LIVE WITH LILY, AS I HAVE BEEN FOR AGES!" he said, then looked agry.

"HOLD IT RIGHT THERE PHIL! no-one talks to my mum like that, you big noob, just leave without a word, coz clearly you have nothing nice to say, so don't say anything!" i said, then flashed a smile at him. it was a cheeky one coz he glared at me, then stormed off.

Mum hugged me and whispered in my ear, "Thanks honey, you saved me from marrying that monster!"

"It's okay, but are you okay?" i asked.

"Yes, i will be fine, now that i know the truth" she smiled at me.

I smiled back. Ellie ran up and hugged me then my mum.

"I am so happy for you!" she said, then giggled.

I laughed, then so did freya.

"Oh, mum, this is Freya!" i announced.

"Hi, Andria" she said with confiedence.

"Hello Freya, nice to meet you" she smiled.

"You look lovely" freya said to mum.

"Oh, why thankyou" she smiled, again.

We all went home, well mum did, with sam, and Ellie, Freya, And i went back to campus.

"Hi fives!" Ellie shouted as we got to the school.

we all hi fived her, " THE PLAN WORKED!" i grinned.

"Well duh! it was made my Ellie and your great minds, combined." freya announced.

We all laughed.

When Andrew got back, he came to my room, and knocked on the door, i was in a little flowery summer dress, and little dolly shoes to match, and my hair was still in the purple pins. I answered the door, when i saw it was him, i flung myself into him.

"You look pretty" he said, when he had the chance.

"Oh" i blushed, "Thanks"

He took my hand and led me out to a big field with dying yellow grass, there was a nice tree in the middle, and the sun was setting at just the perfect time.
"Wow" i said, bewildered by the beauty of this place.

"Yes, i was thinking, that...umm...this could be our place" he said, then blushed.

"YES!" i shouted, shoot, too eager. opps.

"Alright" he laughed.

i laughed too.

He sat down against the tree, and signaled me forward to sit on his knee. Just before i sat, i decided i wanted to run around this field, "Uhh.. hang on" i said, then ran of.

I ran all the way around it, then came back, panting. "That was fun, now can i sit with you?" i asked, then looked at him cutely.

"Sure, love" he smiled, the smile was beautiful, it touched his eyes in such a nice way.

I sat next to him and put my head on his chest. He put one arm around me, and the lifted my chin up, he kissed me so tenderly, it made me blush.

He pulled me on top of him, and hissed me a more, then pushed my mouth open and we were kissing for ages. Then the sun set, and we decided to walk back, we walked hand in hand.

This was one of the most perfect times in your life, when you never want it to end.

"I love you Andrew" i whispered.

"I love you too" he said back, then kissed my forehead.

B.2 Chapter 15. Freya

As the train pulled up, i climbed onto it, with Andrew and Ellie. We all had about 2 to 3 suitecases of our things. We were on our way to college, and since we were all going to the same one, we were all extremly excited. I was sharing a room with Ellie, and a girl called Freya.
"I CAN'T BELIEVE WE ARE GOING TO COLLEGE!" screamed Ellie.
"Shhhh! I have a headache!" Andrew moaned.
"ME TOO!" i yelled. "Oh, sorry Andy" i mumbled after.
He pulled me closer and kissed me.
Ellie coughed, "Umm....i wonder who Freya is, and whats she;s like" Ellies eyes shone with excitment.
When we arrived i ran to my room.
I barged through the door, to find freya, i think. She was in her undies. top half.
"Oh shoot! umm....sorry!" I flushed.
"Hi, i'm freya" she smiled.
SHe had pretty curly shoulder length hair, it was the prettiest brown. She had really pretty eyes too.
"Hi, I'm Hannah" i smiled back.
I unpacked and picked a bed, i got the window bed, i liked window beds. It meant i got to stare out the window.
After about a week at the school i had gotten to know Freya pretty well, and we were now good friends. She was so nice, so loveable. She was a wonderful drawer, and her and Ellie were like best friends already.
"Freya, umm...Ellie and I are going back to my Hamdenle to do a little shopping, and then go see my mum, do you wanna come?" i asked. Hamdenle was a big shopping place, everyone went there to shop.
"Sure" she smiled. "You know, you guys have been so nice to me, normally people don;t like me, but since i came here, they all seem to treat me nicely" she smiled more.
"Whats not to like about you!" Ellie said sarcasticly.
We laughed. Ellie took a lot of pictures of us all together.
Ellie wanted to be a photographer, and Freya wanted to be an Artist, and i wasn't sure what i wanted, Something special though.
After we had shopped, we went home to see mum. Hmm? thats funny she wasn;t in. Oh well better get another towel, i didn't bring enough. Freya and Ellie were sitting down stairs on the couch, and then Ellie appeared beside me, she waved. I rolled my eyes. Freya was behind her. Suddenly we heard noises coming from mums bedroom. I peeked in the door.
Oh, my god! Phil was having sex with a young blonde woman. I have now seen to much. Even for a nearly 19 year old, i have seen to much.
Suddenly i heard Ellie gasp and snap a picture.
"Huh?" phil said, then looked up, but just before he looked at the door, i climbed into the cupboard and Ellie and Freya went under the bed, they had choisen a very bad place to be.
As soon as he thought everything was alright, he went back to his business. I couldn't believe it, i new he was a horrible man, but i never thought he would do this. This was wrong, this just was wickedly evil. I couldn't watch, but yet i couldn't stop. I was so upset. Mum was marring this monster, i couldn't let her. Just then i remembered that Ellie had a picture. I could show her on her wedding day, then everything would be good, except mum would be really depressed.
After they had finished, she got her clothes on and left, but before she went she kissed him. What a jerk! He fumbled around the room putting his pants on, i closed my eyes at this part, i really didn't want to see his penis. Ewww. I heard a muffled giggle from Freya as he was putting them on. haha silly freya.
"Stupid bitch! that girl was good, but not as good as Lily, wow, what a hottie!" he had a smug look on his face.
How could he talk such trach, expecially about mum, and she said that Lily was better. yuck.
After phile drove off in his car, we all came out looking shocked.
"Oh, my god! what the hell!?" Freya said.
"Yeah, what an arsehole" Elouise said.
I started crying, "What am i going to do, what should i tell mum!?"
Freya rubbed my back, "There, there!"
"Kay" i smiled. then the tears stopped.
We got back to our campus in time for dinner, and i ate with Andrew and told him what happened. He patted my shoulder then, kissed me. I kissed back.
When i was walking back to have a shower, someone shouted my name.
"Haannnahh!" it yelled again, i turned around.
A boy, with glasses pushed up to far, and high pants was standing near me.
"Yes?" i asked.
"I love you" he said, in a really naisley voice.
I think i made a face, "Ehhh....sorry i'm taken" i smiled apologeticly, well i tryed to, coz i wasn't sorry.
"Oh, um...sorry" i waddled off.
i muffled my laughter. it was just so funny, i had to laugh when i got to the bathroom.
That night i had a great sleep in the room, with my friends. WHen i woke up, i saw a bird sitting on my window pane. i smiled, it was a beautiful day.
"MORNING LADIES!" Ellie said loudly.
"mmmmm" i mumbled.
"Morning" freya said in a croaky voice.
I put on a green flowery skirt, with a grey top, it had a drawn face on it.
"Oh, i love your top!" freya said. She got out her sketch book and started sketching it.
Ellie took a photo of me in it. i giggled. I slipeed on my black dolly shoes, and then tied my hair up in a messy bun. I grabbed my books and ran off to class with my back.
Ellie was wearing shorts, and a 'I love nerds' top. Freya was in a denim skirt and a black cardy and a black singlet. we all ran to class.
This was great, college was great, my boyfriend was great, my friends were great, even that nerdy guy was great. lol

B.2 Chapter 14. Mistletoe makes it all better...

It was now Christmas eve, geez. At least i had all my presents. That was one good thing.

I walked through the snow, it was like little drops on my head, brr! it was cold. I was on my way to Mels house to give her presents. When i turned up it was so warm in there house. Ahhh nice warmth.

"Hey Mel, Merry Christmas, heres presents" i handered her the gifts.

"Thanks, heres yours!" she gave me it. Wow. It was small, well small presents are always best.

"Thanks" i smiled. "Well see you soon"

"Bye" Thomas said.

"Hi thomas!" i waved.

He was holding Bethany, aww she was so cute, they had put her in a raindeer suite, aww with little antenahs. Cute. Very very cute.

"Nice clothes Beth" i smiled at her, she laughed then smiled back.

"Moooo-m" she said, oh, my god, babies don't normaly talk at this age.

"Thats all she can say" Mel smiled. Love in her eyes.

They were such a happy family. I hope that happens to me one day. Probably never will.

I walked home, as i was breathing, steam was coming out my mouth. thats how cold it was.

I walked to Jess's next, gave her presents.

"Merry Christmas Jess!" i smiled.

"Merry christmas Hannah!" They said at the same time, then they kissed.

"Hannah, guess what!" she smiled excitedly.

"What?" i asked curiously.

" Our dog had puppies!" she laughed.

I laughed, "Congrats" then i realized something, "Wait, wasn't your puppy a male?"

"Umm, clearly no, so it is now samantha, but we call it Sam!" Daved laughed.

"Mmm, yes, flexible names!" i laughed.

I then walked to Ben's, i new that Ellie would be there.

"MERRY CHRISTMASSYYYYY!" Ellie shouted as i arrived.

"Merrryyy x-mas!" ben said, then smiled at me.

"Merry Christmas guys!" i smiled my massive grin.

We all laughed and joked around for a while, then i left to go to Jason's, this was the part of the night that i had been dreading.

I knocked on the door, Jason answered, "Hannah, Merry Christmas love!" he smiled.

"Merry Christmas" i smiled, then handed him a little blue box, i had gotten him some chocolates.

"Thanks, and here" he handed me a red box. Oh god. I didn't want to open this.

"Umm, hannah this is gonna make you mad, but your standing under mistletoe!" he had a smug look on his face.

Bugger, "Right" i looked up, and there it was, how annoying. Well i better just to make him feel better, i pulled him in a Kissed him quickly on the lips.

"Happy?" i asked.

"Very" he smiled.

"good, Merry Christmas Jason!" i said, then turned and walked home.

I walked in and saw that Phil had mistletoe over his head with mum underneath, i gagged.

They kissed then it got nasty, it got to the point where you really didn't need to see your mum kissing someone like that. Ewwww. I almost barfed.

Sam came running down the stairs, "Hannnaaaahhhhh!" he hugged me.

"Sam!" i hugged him back, then picked him up, "Are you excited for Santa coming?" i asked.

"Yes" he smiled excitedly.

I was only staying at this house for Sam, i would still be at Andrews, if Sam wasn't around. I tcked Sam into bed, then went out, but as i was leaving Sam whispered something to me, "I love you".

Oh, my god! He had always said I hate you hannah, and now he loved me, "I love you more Sam, i really do" then i went to the bathroom and cryed, that was the nicest/best Christmas present he could have given me. I wiped my mascara off, and put new stuff on. There we go, perfect. Well as perfect as i could make myself look, which is about 0%.

I walked over to Andrews, "Hannah, how are you, my lovely?" andrew asked at the door.

"I'm good" i looked up, damn no mistletoe, no mistletoe when i want it.

We walked upstairs, after i had said hello to his mum.

He stopped me half way in the door to his bedroom, "What?" i asked.

"Look up!" he smiled.

Mistletoe.

I looked at him. He looked back.

"Your eyes are so beautiful, they are sparkling in the light" he smiled. Then bent down to kiss me, just as our lips touched and out eyes closed, his mum took a picture.

"That is such a nice on for the Photo album" she said, then went back down stairs.

I felt my face get hot, but as i went to pull away, he held me closer. I stayed, we were so close.

I pushed his mouth open, then we were kissed for ages.

After that he took my cold hands and took me to his computer, he had made a slideshow of us.

"Alright, wait 2 minutes, i just need to add one more pic" he ran downstairs, and came up with a little memory stick from a camera. It must be the picture of us kissing a minute ago.

"Ready?" he asked, then held my hand. He kissed my forehead, then the slideshow started.

We watched, i was sitting on his lap, he was warm.

It had a picture of my school picture, oh god, i hate it. then his, and he put them side by side. with a love heart in the background, it was cheesy but i liked it.

Then the last picture came up, it was us kissing. Wow, it was a good picture. It was the 3rd one of us actualy together. The rest were all photoshopped.

"That was so sweet!" i smiled at him.

"Thanks, oh and here is your christmas present!" he handed me it.

"Thanks, here is yours!" i gave him a little box.

"Wanna open them here, considering it is almost the next day? also do you wanna stay?" he aked.

"YEs, and Yes" i smiled.

He opened his first, "Oh, my god! thankyou so much!" he kissed me.

I had gotten him a CD he wanted. lol

"Open yours now!" he urged.

"Sure" i smiled, then unwrapped it slowly, "Wow, thankyou".

he got me a little locket, it had a little flower carved on the front, and then inside, was empty. on the back said 'You have my heart'. Now my present look crap compared to what he had gotten me.

"Like it?" he asked, "We could put the picture of us kissing in it" he said.

"Yes, i love it. " i smiled.

I got into a big t-shirt of his, then got into his warm bed, he did the same, but he only wore boxers and no t-shirt, he looked good. I smiled. he laughed.

We watched a DVD on the portible DVD player. We watched a scary movie, and he had his arm around me. After the movie, he turned the sidelamp off, and lay down beside me, we talked for about an hour, then i rolled onto my side to face him. He rolled over to face me. He put his hands on my face so that they cuped it. Then he kissed me, i kissed back. I felt him push my mouth open then he pulled me ontop of him. We kissed for a while. We then fell asleep, and when i woke up i was curled up with his arm around me.

I yawned, "Mmmm" i mumbled.

"Morning love" he whispered.

"Morning" i smiled.

I got gum out of my bag, and chewed on that. Mmm it tasted good. Chew, chew, chew. I handed some to Andrew, "Mmmm it's nice!" he said.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS!" i said.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS MORE!" he laughed.

I laughed more, then he started tickling me, i was so ticklish.

I went over to my house with Andrew, and we sat with Sam and mum, and the thing, while we watched Sam open presents, then mum opened hers, then Phil, then me. I got a couple of cd's, some clothes, and some chocolate. This was an okay Christmas, mum was happy, i was happy-ish. Sam was happy, and loves me. I smiled when i thought that.

Andrew rubbed my shoulder. I kissed him, mum snapped a couple of pictures of Sam, me, and Andrew.

Mum whispered in my ear, "Oh! Hannah your growing up so fast, and i like andrew, he is really nice!"

"Yeah" i smiled.

"Andria, darling?" Phil said.

"Hmmm" mum said, then turned around.

He made a 'come here' signal. She went over.

After that Andrew went home, and i went upstairs to put on my new cd's. They all sounded great, and my clothes looked nice on, also the chocolate was good. Yummy.

This Year had been alright, well good and bad. But it's always gonna be the same. What was next on the list of'how to ruin Hannah's life', well we shall just have to wait. But right now, everything was fine.

B.2 Chapter 13. Christmas already!?

Damn it, it was almost Christmas and i had completly forgotten. I decided it was time to apologise to Jason, it had been 3 days, and i really felt bad. I walked over, and knocked on the door.
Jason opened.
"I'm so sorry, i was harsh, i just had to tell you---" i said so fast. he cut me off.
"No, i'm sorry, i should have been more understanding"
"No, no"i said, then smiled.
This was slightly akward.
"Okay, well can we be friends? I mean I...I love you, but i understand you don't feel the same way" he looked sad after this.
"Awww Jason, I love you, but as a brother, i am sorry" i mumbled a little. this made me sad.
Poor Jason, awww. We WOULD be friends, and it would be okay.
"Umm, i'm sorry for beating up your boyfriend..umm..or whatever the relationship is between you is?" he blushed, and the sighed.
"Yeh, boyfriend" i blushed.
"Oh, alright then, there goes my plan" he smiled a sad smile.
"Aww sorry" i said, then after i was home, i slumped on the floor. and cryed.
My mobile rang, i answered, "Hey?"
"Hey honey, can i come over?" Andy;s voice said.
I chocked out, "Yes, sure!" i sounded more than sad, i sounded miserable.
"Aww, i better hurry, you are sad" he said, then i heard him running.
"Geez, andy you live 2 houses away, u dnt need to run!" i said.
In case u ahven't realized i was back home again, mum was engaged, and i stayed away from Phil.
"I know, i know, but it will mean i see you faster if i run!" he laughed.
I loved his laugh, it was so nice, like a happy public speaker. Mmmmm.
"Bye then!" i laughed then hung up.
He made me laugh.
I heard someone open the front door, and come upstairs, nex thing i new, andrew was sitting beside me on the floor. Gah. How does he do that.
I smiled at him. He moved closer, and then his lips were on mine, so warm and soft, just like his hands, i reckon he moistureizes. lol.
Then i heard little feet running up stairs, must be Sam, or we got a dog.
"Sammy!" Andy yelled, he was so good with my little bro, Jason, didn't ever know what to say to him, it was weird.
"Andy, hi!" Sam waved.
"Hey Sammy G! Can Hanny and Andrew have some privacy please?" i asked, then laughed. Sammy G? i dunno.
"OOOh, hannah wants to kiss you!" he said, then made kissy noises.
"SAM!" i laughed.
Andrew laughed too, "Yeah, and i wanna kiss her" he smiled at sam.
Sam giggled, then ran down stairs.
When i next opened my eyes Andy was kissing me. i kissed back.
Andrew invited me to his house for pizza and chips. it was really good.
"Thanks Danny!" i said, danny was Andrews mum, she was so cool, and a really great cook.
"No problem honey, your welcome to stay or eat here anytime!" she smiled, whoa she was pretty.
Andrew took my hand at the table, it was warm, and it felt soft, yes he must moistureize, or he has abnormally smooth hands. lol. Yes, i'm weird.
He whispered, "I Love you!"
I laughed, and his mum turned round and smiled at him, "Andrew, i have better hearing than you darling, and that was sweet!" she turned round and laughed. She had a slight portugiuez accent, it souded perfect for her. It just fitted well with her personality.
"Yeh" he blushed.
I laughed. Then we all laughed.
I went home, and took a shower, and washed my hair, i think i shall leave it curly, and put a clip in the side to move one side up. Just a little different. Not much. But i little.
I went over to Andrews the next day, he opened the door, "Wow, you look so beautiful with your hair curly, i like it striahgt and curly!" he smiled, then kissed me.
"Thanks, but it;s nothing much" i felt my face get hot. I always blushed at these things. Jess said they were cute, and made me prettier than normal, i just laughed.
"Wanna go christmas shopping?" he asked, then led me outside.
"Yes, i really need to" i answered.
Christmas eve was only one day away, and mum had put the tree up with Sam and Phil. Ewww Phil, he was going to spend christmas with us, grrr!
"Are you going to the college Christmas Dance?" he asked casually.
"Maybe" i said, hinting for him to ask me. It worked, or he was going to ask me anyway. either way yay.
"Will you go with me?" he asked, slowly, then smiled.
"Yes, i would love to" i smiled. I was probably blushing.
He kissed me, then we walked into the cute little gift store.
"OOhhh Andy look! It is perfect for mum" i smiled widley.
I had just found a pair f earings that she would love, they were just under my budget for one person's present, so i bought them. They were silver with 3 flowers haning off of the 3 silver stands they were meant to be vines. I would borrow them for the dance.lol.
Next we went into a toy store, "So Andy have you got your family's presents?" i asked.
"Yes, and i even got half of yours!" he smiled.
"Oh" i laughed, i said it slowly. Seeming suprised, as i was. God he was organized, unlike me little miss UNPERFECT!
He laughed. "Hey would Sam like this?" he pointed to a lego box. Sam loved Lego.
"Yes, thats perfect!" i smiled. And it was in my budget. I got it. Okay i would buy My friends and Boyfriend stuff tonight. I decied to get my friends things while i was out.
When i got home i kissed andrew goodbye and went to wrap my presents. Then it was time to get ready for the dance, crap. What should i wear, I know, The dark purple dress i wore for graduation is perfect. I tied my hair in a messy bun thing, and shoved some eyeshaddow and eyeliner and mascara on, then went to get my converse. Yay, i was ready.
Andrew turned up at my door with a purple flower, it had a clip on the back of it, aww he had brought me a hair thingo. Perfect it was what i needed.
I put it in my hair, it looked cute.
"I am glad your coming with me" he smiled as he said it.
"Why?" i asked.
"I love you" he laughed.
"I love you too" i smiled.
Then i saw Ben and Elouise turn up together. Jess and Dave, Mel and Thomas. Aww perfect, then i saw Jason...alone. Gah. It made me feel bad, i waved and ran up and hugged him.
"Sorry" i mumbled into his shirt.
"It's okay, and i'm sorry too" he said, he was holding something back. He knew something that i didn't. WHy did i feel so bad, when i saw him. Andrews bruise had gone, and his cuts had faided.
"Hannah, come on, we gotta go in now" he smiled at jason. Then pulle dmy hand inside.
It was a big room, with lots of balloons, and food, and drinks. There was a band. It started playing music. Jason wanted to dance, why was he making this harder than it was?
"I hope you know hannah, that i love you, so much" he said, then looked really glum. Poor Jason.
"kay" i said, damn it i was nervous.
"Well i just want to talk to you for a minute" he pulled me outside to talk.
"Well talk" i said, sounding a bit impatient.
He grabbed me and started kissing me. I pulled away, but he was too strong. I managed to get away to speak.
"WHAT THE HELL JASON!? seriously, this is asult, and also it is clearly not talking!" i was angry.
"I am so sorry, i couldn't help myself, i really love you!" he said, then smiled hopefully.
I walked away back to Andrews waiting arms. Uhh. He kissed me. God. I probably sound stupid but it was a firm, and strong protective kiss, like he really meant thay he loved me. He probably did, considering he does. I 'm so confussed. I love Andrew more than anything, but I still love Jason 5%. Great.
I danced with Andrew for the rest of the night, then i slept at his, in one of his big t-shirts and boxers. I slept in his bed. Then at about 8am my phone rang. I answered sleepily.
"Hello?" i said in a craoky voice.
"I am sorry!" said jaon apologeticly.
"Uhh. listen i understnad, and it;s okay, but for god's sake it;s bloody ealy!" i said.
"Well, i didn;t sleep i was worring that you hated me" he said, then sounded said, "I'm sorry"
"okay, thanks, it's okay, now please bye, i need sleep" i moaned at the end.
I went back to sleep straight away. When i wake up it's another day, and another time. SO i shall slept until then.