Thursday, February 19, 2009

B.2 Chapter 13. Christmas already!?

Damn it, it was almost Christmas and i had completly forgotten. I decided it was time to apologise to Jason, it had been 3 days, and i really felt bad. I walked over, and knocked on the door.
Jason opened.
"I'm so sorry, i was harsh, i just had to tell you---" i said so fast. he cut me off.
"No, i'm sorry, i should have been more understanding"
"No, no"i said, then smiled.
This was slightly akward.
"Okay, well can we be friends? I mean I...I love you, but i understand you don't feel the same way" he looked sad after this.
"Awww Jason, I love you, but as a brother, i am sorry" i mumbled a little. this made me sad.
Poor Jason, awww. We WOULD be friends, and it would be okay.
"Umm, i'm sorry for beating up your boyfriend..umm..or whatever the relationship is between you is?" he blushed, and the sighed.
"Yeh, boyfriend" i blushed.
"Oh, alright then, there goes my plan" he smiled a sad smile.
"Aww sorry" i said, then after i was home, i slumped on the floor. and cryed.
My mobile rang, i answered, "Hey?"
"Hey honey, can i come over?" Andy;s voice said.
I chocked out, "Yes, sure!" i sounded more than sad, i sounded miserable.
"Aww, i better hurry, you are sad" he said, then i heard him running.
"Geez, andy you live 2 houses away, u dnt need to run!" i said.
In case u ahven't realized i was back home again, mum was engaged, and i stayed away from Phil.
"I know, i know, but it will mean i see you faster if i run!" he laughed.
I loved his laugh, it was so nice, like a happy public speaker. Mmmmm.
"Bye then!" i laughed then hung up.
He made me laugh.
I heard someone open the front door, and come upstairs, nex thing i new, andrew was sitting beside me on the floor. Gah. How does he do that.
I smiled at him. He moved closer, and then his lips were on mine, so warm and soft, just like his hands, i reckon he moistureizes. lol.
Then i heard little feet running up stairs, must be Sam, or we got a dog.
"Sammy!" Andy yelled, he was so good with my little bro, Jason, didn't ever know what to say to him, it was weird.
"Andy, hi!" Sam waved.
"Hey Sammy G! Can Hanny and Andrew have some privacy please?" i asked, then laughed. Sammy G? i dunno.
"OOOh, hannah wants to kiss you!" he said, then made kissy noises.
"SAM!" i laughed.
Andrew laughed too, "Yeah, and i wanna kiss her" he smiled at sam.
Sam giggled, then ran down stairs.
When i next opened my eyes Andy was kissing me. i kissed back.
Andrew invited me to his house for pizza and chips. it was really good.
"Thanks Danny!" i said, danny was Andrews mum, she was so cool, and a really great cook.
"No problem honey, your welcome to stay or eat here anytime!" she smiled, whoa she was pretty.
Andrew took my hand at the table, it was warm, and it felt soft, yes he must moistureize, or he has abnormally smooth hands. lol. Yes, i'm weird.
He whispered, "I Love you!"
I laughed, and his mum turned round and smiled at him, "Andrew, i have better hearing than you darling, and that was sweet!" she turned round and laughed. She had a slight portugiuez accent, it souded perfect for her. It just fitted well with her personality.
"Yeh" he blushed.
I laughed. Then we all laughed.
I went home, and took a shower, and washed my hair, i think i shall leave it curly, and put a clip in the side to move one side up. Just a little different. Not much. But i little.
I went over to Andrews the next day, he opened the door, "Wow, you look so beautiful with your hair curly, i like it striahgt and curly!" he smiled, then kissed me.
"Thanks, but it;s nothing much" i felt my face get hot. I always blushed at these things. Jess said they were cute, and made me prettier than normal, i just laughed.
"Wanna go christmas shopping?" he asked, then led me outside.
"Yes, i really need to" i answered.
Christmas eve was only one day away, and mum had put the tree up with Sam and Phil. Ewww Phil, he was going to spend christmas with us, grrr!
"Are you going to the college Christmas Dance?" he asked casually.
"Maybe" i said, hinting for him to ask me. It worked, or he was going to ask me anyway. either way yay.
"Will you go with me?" he asked, slowly, then smiled.
"Yes, i would love to" i smiled. I was probably blushing.
He kissed me, then we walked into the cute little gift store.
"OOhhh Andy look! It is perfect for mum" i smiled widley.
I had just found a pair f earings that she would love, they were just under my budget for one person's present, so i bought them. They were silver with 3 flowers haning off of the 3 silver stands they were meant to be vines. I would borrow them for the dance.lol.
Next we went into a toy store, "So Andy have you got your family's presents?" i asked.
"Yes, and i even got half of yours!" he smiled.
"Oh" i laughed, i said it slowly. Seeming suprised, as i was. God he was organized, unlike me little miss UNPERFECT!
He laughed. "Hey would Sam like this?" he pointed to a lego box. Sam loved Lego.
"Yes, thats perfect!" i smiled. And it was in my budget. I got it. Okay i would buy My friends and Boyfriend stuff tonight. I decied to get my friends things while i was out.
When i got home i kissed andrew goodbye and went to wrap my presents. Then it was time to get ready for the dance, crap. What should i wear, I know, The dark purple dress i wore for graduation is perfect. I tied my hair in a messy bun thing, and shoved some eyeshaddow and eyeliner and mascara on, then went to get my converse. Yay, i was ready.
Andrew turned up at my door with a purple flower, it had a clip on the back of it, aww he had brought me a hair thingo. Perfect it was what i needed.
I put it in my hair, it looked cute.
"I am glad your coming with me" he smiled as he said it.
"Why?" i asked.
"I love you" he laughed.
"I love you too" i smiled.
Then i saw Ben and Elouise turn up together. Jess and Dave, Mel and Thomas. Aww perfect, then i saw Jason...alone. Gah. It made me feel bad, i waved and ran up and hugged him.
"Sorry" i mumbled into his shirt.
"It's okay, and i'm sorry too" he said, he was holding something back. He knew something that i didn't. WHy did i feel so bad, when i saw him. Andrews bruise had gone, and his cuts had faided.
"Hannah, come on, we gotta go in now" he smiled at jason. Then pulle dmy hand inside.
It was a big room, with lots of balloons, and food, and drinks. There was a band. It started playing music. Jason wanted to dance, why was he making this harder than it was?
"I hope you know hannah, that i love you, so much" he said, then looked really glum. Poor Jason.
"kay" i said, damn it i was nervous.
"Well i just want to talk to you for a minute" he pulled me outside to talk.
"Well talk" i said, sounding a bit impatient.
He grabbed me and started kissing me. I pulled away, but he was too strong. I managed to get away to speak.
"WHAT THE HELL JASON!? seriously, this is asult, and also it is clearly not talking!" i was angry.
"I am so sorry, i couldn't help myself, i really love you!" he said, then smiled hopefully.
I walked away back to Andrews waiting arms. Uhh. He kissed me. God. I probably sound stupid but it was a firm, and strong protective kiss, like he really meant thay he loved me. He probably did, considering he does. I 'm so confussed. I love Andrew more than anything, but I still love Jason 5%. Great.
I danced with Andrew for the rest of the night, then i slept at his, in one of his big t-shirts and boxers. I slept in his bed. Then at about 8am my phone rang. I answered sleepily.
"Hello?" i said in a craoky voice.
"I am sorry!" said jaon apologeticly.

"Uhh. listen i understnad, and it;s okay, but for god's sake it;s bloody ealy!" i said.
"Well, i didn;t sleep i was worring that you hated me" he said, then sounded said, "I'm sorry"
"okay, thanks, it's okay, now please bye, i need sleep" i moaned at the end.
I went back to sleep straight away. When i wake up it's another day, and another time. SO i shall slept until then.

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