Saturday, January 31, 2009

B.2. Chapter 1. Ben


"Okay, Honey, I'm going over to sue's with Sam, and i will stay there for a while, so have a nice day!" Mum said, as she was leaving.
"Bye then!" i muttered. God she must just love leaving me alone, well i didn't mind it, it was quite fun. I liked being independant, so why should this matter.
The door rang, who could that be?
I opened the door.
"Oh hey Jess, how are you?" i asked casually.
"Alright thanks, can i come in?"
"Yeah, c'mon!"
"Geez, you pick up language fast, thats like Jason's word." she said then looked at me.
I laughed.
We hung around, in my room, listening to Paramore, and talking about her and Jake.
"So, how long have you been with him?" i asked.
"Umm...about about 9 months!" she said then smiled.
"Aww, cool!" i said, feeling very happy for Jess.
Today was 1st of January, and Sam was going to start school tomorrow, and my friends and I were going back, i don't think mel was though.
"Mel's getting pretty big!" Jess mumbled.
"Yep, i think she could manage 2 more months of school, before she has to stay off!" i said.
"Yeah, Her brother really likes you, do you think he's good looking, and have you considered him?" she asked, really curiously.
"Umm..i dunno" was alli could say, because yes, he was great looking, and yeah i have considered it, but i really love Jason. I mean he was only a year younger than me, so....oh god! stop Hannah.
I shock my head, getting the dazing feeling away.
"Well i better head off, cya soon!" then she left.
The next morning when i went downstairs, i saw Sam in his school uniform, it was sooo cute. Aww he was dancing around singing.
"I'M GOING TO SCHOOL, YAY!" Sam yelled, every 3 seconds.
I was back in my uniform, not singing about it, but i mean, it wasn't hideous, it just wasn't perfect, but then again...nothing ever is.
"Sam, we got to go now, come on!" mum lifted him up and took him to the car.
"Bye mum!" i said. Mum had got me a car over the holidays, so now i could drive to school, i had to drive Mel.
So when i stopped outside her house, i saw ben in his uniform, well the same as ours except boys one...lol it would be funny if he was in a skirt.
"Hey, Ben, want a lift?" i asked.
"umm...okay!" he answered, you could tell he wasn't really thinking about it, he would do anything, if i was there.
"Hey hannah, and....BEN!" she said, then yelled his name.
"Shhh! Mel stop stressing, it's fine!" i calmed her down.
We got to school, and as it was a new year, we got to sit in new seats. Jason greeeted me with a kiss, and hugged me.
Gosh everyone had changed so much over the summer, Jason had facal hair, Jess looked older, and more stunning than the last time, gosh. Mel was bigger, but she was different, her hair was left down curly, so was jesss's, and mine, great we all macth now...oh well. Jake seemed to be good friends with Freddie now...thats weird. David was so different, he had grown his hair long, and got a side frindge, He pulled it was over his face so you couldn't see it at all, i guess he was still sad about Sophie.
When i walked into class, i stopped suddenly, and my mouth fell open. Ben was sitting in my class. I walked over to him "um...What are you doing in the class?" i asked nicely.
"Umm...well i got moved up a year!" he said, then grinned. Uh oh! if Jason saw this, he was dead.
"Great!" i said, happily.
All the girls walked up to the front again, and got a name, i got the last paper, delibratley.
"umm...i got....."i trailed off, just my luck "Ben" i gulped.
You should have seen Jason's face, i am scared now.
When i sat next to Ben, he made me laugh so much, we got into trouble, but it was worth it.
Mel was really angry at Ben, for being in our class. She was sweating slightly, the hole being pregnant thing made her really sweaty. Thomas sat next to her, rubbing her hand, they looked like a married couple. Myabe they would be after this year.
Jason sat next to Jess, and Jake sat next to Freddie. Hmmm? something was telling me, that something was going on...and i didn't know what.
That friday at Mels house, i stayed the night, with Jess there too. We were all laughing, and sitting in our pj's, watching 'Bring it on'. Mel had to get bigger pj's, haha, they were mickey mouse ones, very cute.
Once they were asleep, i went to the bathroom, and like the first time, Ben showed up.
"Hi!" i whispered.
"Hey!" he whispered back.
We sat at the top of the stairs. He moved closer. Then put his arm around me, and before i could stop him, he was kissing me. Crap" Why couldn't i stop? Oh yeh, because he was enxreadly storng gripping me closer to him. Then i gave in and started kissing him back, this was wrong, i had a boyfriend, and this was classified as cheating, no, no, no i couldn't. I pulled away.
"um..." i said.
"I'm sorry...i couldn't help it." Ben said, shyly.
"Well you should have." i then got up and walked in the the room, and slammed the door. opps! i forgot they were sleeping. They both woke with a shock.
"WHAT WHAT!?" said jess.
"umm...sorry" i said, apologeticly.
"Where were you?" mel asked.
"Um..toilet, then Ben joined me and...." i trailed off, i had already said to much.
"WHAT HAPPENED!!??" Mel asked, jess just sat there smiling.
"Umm...he kissed me, but i pulled away!" i said, embarassed.
"I AM GONNA KILL THAT BOY!" she yelled.
I heard a muffled laughter coming from Ben;s room. He was laughing, he was proud, great.
Wow, i felt weird, he was a good kisser.....shut up Hannah. What was i going to do, I was going through so much, now. I burst into tears.
Jess rubbed my back. "Awww Hannah! Whats wrong?" she asked.
"I hate myself, i...i...i...." i was sobbig now.
Meanwhile Mel was probably killing her brother in the other room.
"You IDIOT!" she said, then i heard a slap.
"Owch!" i heard Ben say.
When Mel came back in, she saw me crying and got tissue's.
"Thanks!" i chocked out.
My phone rang in the morning, it was Jason.
"hi!" i said.
"Hey...wanna meet me at the river?" he said.
"Yeah, i need to talk to you!" i said then hung up.

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