I stood there, looking at Jason, trying to firgure out the best way to tell him.
"Okay...Jason, i think we...should Brake up." then i started sobbing, and ran off. As i was running i pulled off my locked, and put it in my pocket.
"FINE THEN, LETS BRAKE UP!" he yelled after me, i heard in his voice that he was crying too. Then i heard his car start, he drove off past me. As i was running i saw someone, up ahead it was Ben, and Jason was driving fast up there. OH, MY GOD! he was gonna hit ben. I ran faster pushing myself, I got to Ben too late, He was lying on the ground groaning, the car had hit his leg. Jason looked at me, and saw that i was hurt, and i looked back, we were both a mess, clearly we loved each other and clearly i had just made the biggest mistake of my life.
"SHIT!" he yelled, holding in great big sobs.
I lifted Ben up and took him to Mel's house, i put him on the couch, Mel saw.
"What the hell, happened?" she asked, shocked. "And what happened to you, your a mess." she pointed out. thanks mel.
"I am okay, i just think i broke my leg!" he said, and waved to Mel.
"Oh, thankgod, but what happened." i heard mel say again. And just before he could answer. Blackout. I must have fainted, or colapsded or...died. Watever one, i am fine with. Maybe the last would be best.
When i woke up, i was in a hospital bed, and Ben was next to me, with his leg in a cast. Mel was sitting in between us "Gosh! you two are as bad as each other!" she said then laughed.
"Hannah you fainted and hit your head!" Ben said.
"Oh, thats what happened, i was hoping i had died." i said sadly. "It's what i deserve!".
I reached up to feel my head, and when i brought my hand down, there was blood. "Crap how hard did i hit my head?" i asked stupidly. obviously quiet hard.
"I dunno, i was half un-concious!" Ben said.
"Pretty hard, you fell and hit your head on the side of my table!" she said.
Oh, i am stupid.
"Where's Jason, i really need to talk to him!" i said, then started sobbing.
"Oh, what happened?" Mel asked worriedly, as she passed me tissues.
"I broke up with him...I don't even know why, i hate myself, and i just wanna go die." i said, then started sobbing again.
"Oh, My, God! why the hell did you do that, you love each other, and it;s clear, you are a mess now. He just drove off, i dunno, he might not come back!" she said. thanks Mel that didn't help.
this time my mum showed up, and i cryed even harder.
"Shhh! honey, it;s okay!" she said. "Sam's at you grandparents!" she said.
i sniffed a cople of times. " I HATE MYSELF!" i shouted.
"NO, YOU DON'T YOUR JUST A MESS RIGHT NOW!" mum said loudly.
i didn't talk for the rest of the evening, or the next day at school, or the next, basically the hoel week. I could see that everyone was really worried about me, but it didn't matter, what mattered was that Jason wasn't coming to school, and now i wasn't going to either.
That next week, i didn't go, i just stayed in my room with the door locked. I had my music up full blast, and i didn't care about anything. God, i'm such a horrible, person. Then i remembered, THE LOCKET! It was still in my jacket pocked, i got it out, and opened it, it made me cry so much, i threw it half way across my room, and i don't even know where it landed.
I hadn't talked for 2 weeks now, it felt good, but i wonder if i would ever speak again, at this rate i don't think so...
It was late that night i decided to call Jason, i didn't even know where he was. It rang 3 times, then he answered "Hey hannah! Look i'm really sorry for everything!" he said. why was he apologising that was my job.
"No, i am sorry, i...i.."I trailed off, then started sobbing.
"Hey, hey, stop, it's okay, hey do you want me to come over? we need to talk about....everything" he asked.
"Yeah, please!" i said, then i hung up.
5 minutes later, the door rang, mum answered, i could hear her thanking him, and saying that i haven't come out my room, for about 3 weeks. except for toilet, and showers, and food.
I heard a knock on the door. "Come in" i said.
He looked at me sitting on the bed, i must be a mess, coz as soon as he saw me he sighed.
"Listedn Jason, i'm sorry for everything, i hate myself, and feel free to eat me now!" i said, then smiled. the first time in weeks, i was talking, and smiling. Jason really was a magic man.
He laughed. "I am not gonna eat you, and i accept you apology, now can you except mine?" he asked.
"Yes!" i said, then he grabbed my by my hands, and pulled me in for a hug.
He whispered in my ear "Can we get back together? I really miss you, and I will never love anyone else but you!"
"Yes, i don't even know why i broke up with you, i was being stupid, i just had so much to think about, i am so sorry!" i said.
Then we kissed, I felt his warm breath in my mouth, and then his tounge pushing my mouth open, we kissed and kissed and kissed. Then mum knocked on the door "Hannah, Time for Jason to leave!" she said, then giggled.
"Kay!"i said. "I love you" i said.
"I love you more!" he said, then on his way out he stopped, "umm...hannah, don't lose this" he threw my locket at me, i cought it.
"Can you help me put it on?" i said.
"Yes, with pleasure!" he said, then put it on.
The next morning at school, everyone smiled, as they saw me back, with jason holding my hand. Even Ben, with his cast. Mel was still at school, and looking slightly "fat" but she wasn't to bad yet. Jason moved seats next to me, and Ben moved beside someone else.
He passed me a note:
I love you, and always will!
I wrote back:
I love you so much more!
We then laughed.
So all was good, Mel was doing well, I was happy with Jason again, and Jess and Jake, were happy, And Sam was doing well in school.
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