B.2 Chapter 5. Elouise

As i walked to school that morning i saw a girl, taking pictures of the tree, the my friends and I always sat at. Hmmm? She had glasses, so cute, dark brown hair, and she had her shiny silver camera. Obviously, she loved taking photo's. I had a good feeling about her, a good vibe.

I walked up to her, "Hello, I'm Hannah, are you new?" i asked. then smiled, my big grin.

"Yes, i am, Hello, I'm Elouise!" she said, "And you have the prettiest smile, ever!" then she got out her camera.

"Mind, if i take a "profenssional pic?" she said smiling, with the camera in her hands.

"Umm....alright" i said, a bit nervous, i never really liked pics. I wasn't really photo genic, well people said i was, but i just didn;t see it.

"Smile." she said, then just before she snapped the picture, with a big flash. i managed to smile, by big grin.

"Whoaa, that looks great, see!" she pointed it to me, and it did look good.

"Wow your great at photography." i said.

"Thanks!" she said, happily, like i had just made her day, prefect.

I walked into class with her, she was smaller than me, by quiet a lot. It made me feel good, lol.

I introduced her to all my friends, and then she sat next to me.

"So, where;s the girl Mel, you talked about?" she asked, worriedly.

"Umm....she is...umm.sick!" i said, i knew she could tell i was lying.

"right, i don't believe you, where is she, c'mon i can keep a secret!" i believed her.

"Umm...she is really pregnant." i said, then blushed.

"Oh boy, thats special.!" she said then smiled.

After school i took her to my place.

"Well this is my house!" i said, pointing out the obvious.

"Oh my, it, it's BEAUTIFUL,!" she said, then started taking pics.

Wow she loved that camera. Haha, she was so funny too.

"Wanna go meet Mel, and Ben?" i said, casually.

"Umm...yes, but wait, whose Ben?" she asked.

"Um..Mels Brother...he is 17, but so funny." i said, hinting. He was so perfect for Elouise, it just wasn't funny.

"Cool." she said, a smile on her face.

When we got there, Ben was so shocked by her, he wouldn't stop looking at her, Elouise whispered in my ear "Does he do that a lot.?"

"Umm, only when he loves the person!" i said, the smiled at ben.

he smiled and did his silly wave, Elouise laughed so much. I giggled.

Mel, was slumped on the couch, sleeping. Poor Mel, the baby was due so soon.

After i got home, and went up to my room, when i flicked the lights on, Jason was standing there, with a smile on his face, maybe because i was singing, while coming in. Great, how embarassing. I'm sure i was blushing.

"Umm...hey!" i said, shocked. why was he here?

"Hey, beautiful!" he said.

"Does my mum....know your hear?" i asked.

"Nope...i climbed through your window...."he trailed off, and blushed.

"haha, very romantic, i gave him a funny look, and he came closer. He hugged me so tight, gah....i lost my trail of thought, he was so warm, and it was cold, mmm just like my own personal heater. When he went to let go i wouldn't.

He laughed. "Han? Hello, umm...." he stopped when i let go.

"Yes?" i said in a really retarded voice.

We laughed. i was in a weird mood. Hmm? i kinda liked it.

He bent down to kiss me, i wasn't expecting it, but suddenly his lips were at mine...mmmm, yummy, he tasted of chocolate and mint mixed. We then stopped when he heard someone coming upstairs.

"Is it stupid of me to hide in your closet?" he asked.

"No, go hide!" i pushed him in.

The door, cracked open...In came....SAM? what?

"Hey Bananna!" Sam said, then i heard a muffled laugh from the cupoard.

"HAHAHAHA! i made a retarded noise, so that Sam thought it was me, when sam looked away, i glared toward the cupboard.

"Buhbye, Pretty girl!" he said to me. Awwww he was soo sweet.

"Night Sam" i said, he was in his spiderman pj's.

After i heard him stomp downstairs, i opened to cupboard door, to a laughing boyfirend, "bananna!" he said again.

I laughed, "Yepp, thats me!" i said.

When i went round to Mel's she was asleep, so i went upstairs to see Ben. I heard a giggle....hmmm? that wasn't Ben, unless he had grown backwards.

Then i heard kissing noises, umm..should i go in?

I peeked through the door, to find Ben and Elouise, kissing, ben had his shirt off.

"Oh, um...i am sorry..." i trailed off. "So you 2 are a thing then!" i said, while smiling.

"Umm..YES!" Elouise said.

The next say it was pouring rain, Jason came to my door with a black umberella, we shared on the way to school.

"I love you!" he said.

"I love you more!" i said, we laughed.

We then saw Elouise, and Ben kissing under 'The Big Tree'. Aww they were so cute.

Everything in life, was great, Mel only had 4 days to go. I was so excited, we all think it was gonna be a boy, but Elouise thought it would be a girl. We shalll just have to wait and see.

B.2 Chapter 4. Reminder

Jason was busy today, so i was hanging out at Mel's with Jess.

Ben wouldn't stop staring at me, and i think Jess noticed.

"BEN! i wanna talk to you now!" she said, angrily. then stormed out the room.

I heard a serious discustion going on, and i was worried. Stupid me, stupid Ben for liking me so much. I didn't feel the same way, i thought i did a while ago, but now i was sure, i didn't.

Ben, went up to his room, after Jess walked back through.

"eh...Jess, what happened?" Mel asked curiously.

"I dumped him" she said, in a normal voice, why was she okay about this and not crying.

"WHAT!?" i asked, shocked.

"Well, i know he liked me, but he LOVES you!" she said, emphasizing the word you. "It is just the right thing to do, and anyway, i met this guy, at the record store, so i wanna ask him out!" she said then smiled.

Jess, and Ben had only been going out for about 1 week. Gosh, thats hardly a relationship. Freddie, and jake were still tight. I'd laugh if Freddie was pregnant. Okay thats mean, but....there is no point in lying, i clearly would laugh.

"So whats this guys name?" i asked.

"Dave" she said. "Well, i shall see you two later, i'm going to see Dave!" she said, then smiled.

She obviously really liked Dave, and i think by the sounds of him, he is perfect for her.

I wonder if they will go out?

"Mel, are you excited, your baby is due, in like 1 week!" i said.

"Umm..i'm so nervous, what if something goes wrong and i die!?" she said, then said, Be right back, she ran to the toilet, and threw up.

"Umm..Mel are you alright?" i asked curious, she couldn't still be having morning sickness. Could she?

"It's just the nerves!" she said, then breathed in deeply. God, she was huge!

I laughed. Then she laughed.

The next day, Jess arrived at the door, with a guy

"Umm hello, Jess, and..." i said, looking at him.

"Oh hi, this is Dave, we are together!" she beamed.

"Wow, congrats!" i said, the hugged her.

"Hi, i'm Dave, as she just said, nice to meet you!" He said, wow his voice was nice, kind of a husky deep. He put out his hand, for me to shake.

"Umm, yeh!" i shook his hand, it was a hard, a kind of workers hand.

Then they walked away, sharing his ipod. Awww, Jess was so happy, and he loved her, i could see by the way he had his arm around her.

Mum called then. "Hi, how are you?" she asked.

"Good, whats the problem mum?" i asked, she never really called me.

"Well, you know how Mel is due soon, um...." she trailed off.

"Stop trying to make a convo, just tell me.

"Okay, well i need you to pick up sam from your grandparents today, i am stuck in really bad traffic!" she said apologeticly.

"Sure, i am not doing anything, i will get him home soon!" i said.

As i drove to my grandparents house, it felt odd, maybe because it was bring back memories, gosh i hadn't been her in a bout 2 years, i guess better late than never!

Gran opened the door "Oh my, this is a suprise, Hello dear, come on in!" she smiled,

"Oh, is that you Hannah Bananna?" Grandpa said, as i walked into the kitchen, "My you've grown, so your 17-18 now?" he asked.

"Yes, i'm 18!" i said, then hugged them both.

"Yeah..um...mum was cought in traffic, so i am here to fetch the little monster!" i laughed.

They both laughed, and then sam was by my feet, he laughed.

"Hey Sammy, i have missed you! have you had a good time?" i asked, in a 'goo, goo, ga, ga, voice'.

"Yepp, gran made cookies, they were yummy!" he said, then rubbed his tummy.

"Wow, i bet they were!" i said, then smiled at him.

Just then, gran handed me, cookies wrapped up. "Oh thanks!" i smiled my big grin.

"You have the prettiest smile!" They both said at the same time.

When Sam and i were in my car, i put the radio on, it came onto 'wes car- you'. Sam started bopping around to the music, and sticking his tounge out to passing cars. Now that i think about it, Sam remided me of Ben, he was so funny, and he was nice. I guess Ben was just like a little brother to me, but an older version.

When i got home, mum gave me $30, just for helping out. Haha i should help out more.

"Thanks" i said, then went to put it away.

Mum smiled.

Back at school, We got our maths test back. Great 64%, joy. Maths wasn't one of my strongest subbjests, but english was. We got out english tests back. Yay! 95%. I can't believe it, iam almost a senior, the years have gone so fast. Ben'e leg was so much better, he was back to his running club, and doing 6km, a day. Wow.

Jason and I were always together now, and missed each other when we were away from him.

"Hello love!" Jason, said behind me, as i was walking by the river.

When i turned around, he had roses in his hand, Awwww. they were the type i liked, deep red blood colour.

"OH! thankyou so much!" i said, then pulled him down, i kissed him until we were panting for breath.

When i got home, i put the flowers on the dining room table, in a black vase, with enough water in it. They looked so pretty in the white room, with a black vase and Red flowers.

I rang Jason. he answered. "Hey!" he said, like he knew it was me.

"Hey, thankyou again, for the flowers, i love them!" i said.

"Oh, haha, no problem. How are you love?" he asked casually.

"I'm great, what about you?" i was smiling, haha as if he could see.

"I can tell your smiling! your so funny! and i am alright, but i miss you!" he said.

"Aww...i miss you more, anyway i better go, bye !" i said, the hung up.

I slept well that night, i had a dream about me, and Jason...dancing, all night, under the moonlight. I was in a long white dress, and he was in a suite, mmm. I love him.

B.2 Chapter 3. Busted

Jason walked me to school today, we shared my ipod, it was fun. We listened to Escape the fate, and he knew all the words. Wow he is so like me.

"So, have you noticed Freddie, and Jake have been hanging out a lot?" i asked. looking down.

"Yes, it's weird, i really don't like freddie, she is a slut!" he said, emphasizing the world slut.

We then laughed, then the song B.I.M.B.O came on, we laughed harder, what a coinsedence. Bimbo freddie. Haha.

When we got to school Jess, was standing beside Jake, and they kissed a couple of times, and hugged, then after jess left Freddie came over and whispered in his ear.

"What a bitch!" i said.

Jason laughed.

Opps i said that outloud. Oh well.

The good thing about Jason was that He laughs at all my jokes.

I then walked up to freddie. "So, how are you?" i dragged her away from Jake. Sutley.

"Umm good, thanks!" then she walked away. How rude!

When we went into class, i thought i saw Freddie holding Jakes hand under the table, gosh now i am imagining things.

I think Ben saw the same, coz he seemed to nod to me, right this is weird. Either we are all insane, or Freddie and Jake are up to something.

After school i walked home with Jess, she was with Jake, Jason, and Mel, and Ben.

"RAWR! I'M GODZILLA, AND I SEE A PRETTY LADY!" said Jason, then he picked me up and put me on his back and ran.

"Ahhhhh, someone save me!" i yelled. haha we are all so imature.

"Pew, pew,pew!" i heard Ben say, he was making the crappy noises of a gun.

We all laughed. Mel rolled her eyes. Then Thomas came by and grabbed me by the hand, "hey" he said, then kissed her. They really were like a married couple. I wonder if he would propose?

When i got home, i saw mum and Sam come in "Hey Sammy! hows school?" i asked.

"Great, i made a friend called Tina!" he said.

Awww he made a friend, and it was a girl, double awwww. Sam and Tina, cute. I can just picture them walking around school holding hands, like little ones do. So cute.

"Mum, i am going out"It was friday night, and me, Jess, Mel, Jake, Thomas, Jason were going out, to celebrate Jason's 18th birthday.

"mmm kay!" she said.

When i got to the place, it was a big party room, with balloons, and streamers.

Jason saw me and waved. I got up on my tiptoes and kissed him, gosh he had gotten taller, grr why was i so small, everyone was taller than me, well Sophie wasn't, or Freddie.

After about 2 hours of parting, Jake left, why would he leave when his girlfriend, was here, hmm? beats me.

I danced with Jason, and with Ben, and with the girls. Ben did such funny dancing, we did the chicken dance, the sprickler, the lawnmoeer, and the robot. Jason and I danced slow, then crazily, and me and the girls just jumped around. I had so much fun.

After i was home, i got a really sad phone call. "um..hi?" i asked, someone was sobbing down the line.

"Hi, can you come over?" Jess asked.

"Yes, i'll be there in 2 mins!" then i ran to her house, Jess was so sad, i had never seen her so sad in her life.

"Oh Jess, what's wrong?" i asked symaptheticly.

"JAKE WAS CHEATING ON ME!" she screamed out, then burst into tears. "WITH STUPID FREDDIE!! I HATE THAT BITCH, I COULD KILL HER!" she screamed louder than the last time.

I felt the urge to murder him myself. Gosh he made her so sad.

"Um..Jess how do you know?" i asked curious. Please say she didn;t walk in on them.

"Well, it was after the party and i went over to his house, his mum said "Hi, on you go up!" so i went up, and then when i walked in i heard noises, so i flicked the lights on, not knowing what to find, and what i found, was freddie and Jake, under the sheets...NAKED!" she yelled the last word.

I couldn't believe it, so what Ben and I had seen in class, was true, and what i thought, was right.

I gotta believe myself more, or this type of thing could happen again.

"I hate them both!" i said, then rubbed her back.

Then next morning i told mum. she thought it was outragious, as it was. She felt very sorry for Jess.

Well, everyone in our friends group knew now, and everyone hated Freddie, and mostly Jake.

Next week , i saw jess running toward me. "Hey can u keep secrets?" she said.

"Yes!" i said.

"Okay well, i like Mel's brother Ben!" then she blushed.

"Umm...what brought that on?" i asked.

"Well, i always kinda have, but i have actually spoken to him for a while now, and i do really like him!" she said with a smile.

"Great!" i said then smiled. "Ask him out, i'm sure he likes you too!" i said.

"Maybe..." she said, then ran off.

I laughed.

After school Jess told me that she was going out with Ben. Wow, my plan worked, she was happy and so was ben. Right now, i want nothing to change, coz for once everything in life is great. But that wasn't likely to happen, not with my luck around.

B2. Chapter 2. Brake up

I stood there, looking at Jason, trying to firgure out the best way to tell him.

"Okay...Jason, i think we...should Brake up." then i started sobbing, and ran off. As i was running i pulled off my locked, and put it in my pocket.

"FINE THEN, LETS BRAKE UP!" he yelled after me, i heard in his voice that he was crying too. Then i heard his car start, he drove off past me. As i was running i saw someone, up ahead it was Ben, and Jason was driving fast up there. OH, MY GOD! he was gonna hit ben. I ran faster pushing myself, I got to Ben too late, He was lying on the ground groaning, the car had hit his leg. Jason looked at me, and saw that i was hurt, and i looked back, we were both a mess, clearly we loved each other and clearly i had just made the biggest mistake of my life.

"SHIT!" he yelled, holding in great big sobs.

I lifted Ben up and took him to Mel's house, i put him on the couch, Mel saw.

"What the hell, happened?" she asked, shocked. "And what happened to you, your a mess." she pointed out. thanks mel.

"I am okay, i just think i broke my leg!" he said, and waved to Mel.

"Oh, thankgod, but what happened." i heard mel say again. And just before he could answer. Blackout. I must have fainted, or colapsded or...died. Watever one, i am fine with. Maybe the last would be best.

When i woke up, i was in a hospital bed, and Ben was next to me, with his leg in a cast. Mel was sitting in between us "Gosh! you two are as bad as each other!" she said then laughed.

"Hannah you fainted and hit your head!" Ben said.

"Oh, thats what happened, i was hoping i had died." i said sadly. "It's what i deserve!".

I reached up to feel my head, and when i brought my hand down, there was blood. "Crap how hard did i hit my head?" i asked stupidly. obviously quiet hard.

"I dunno, i was half un-concious!" Ben said.

"Pretty hard, you fell and hit your head on the side of my table!" she said.

Oh, i am stupid.

"Where's Jason, i really need to talk to him!" i said, then started sobbing.

"Oh, what happened?" Mel asked worriedly, as she passed me tissues.

"I broke up with him...I don't even know why, i hate myself, and i just wanna go die." i said, then started sobbing again.

"Oh, My, God! why the hell did you do that, you love each other, and it;s clear, you are a mess now. He just drove off, i dunno, he might not come back!" she said. thanks Mel that didn't help.

this time my mum showed up, and i cryed even harder.

"Shhh! honey, it;s okay!" she said. "Sam's at you grandparents!" she said.

i sniffed a cople of times. " I HATE MYSELF!" i shouted.

"NO, YOU DON'T YOUR JUST A MESS RIGHT NOW!" mum said loudly.

i didn't talk for the rest of the evening, or the next day at school, or the next, basically the hoel week. I could see that everyone was really worried about me, but it didn't matter, what mattered was that Jason wasn't coming to school, and now i wasn't going to either.

That next week, i didn't go, i just stayed in my room with the door locked. I had my music up full blast, and i didn't care about anything. God, i'm such a horrible, person. Then i remembered, THE LOCKET! It was still in my jacket pocked, i got it out, and opened it, it made me cry so much, i threw it half way across my room, and i don't even know where it landed.

I hadn't talked for 2 weeks now, it felt good, but i wonder if i would ever speak again, at this rate i don't think so...

It was late that night i decided to call Jason, i didn't even know where he was. It rang 3 times, then he answered "Hey hannah! Look i'm really sorry for everything!" he said. why was he apologising that was my job.

"No, i am sorry, i...i.."I trailed off, then started sobbing.

"Hey, hey, stop, it's okay, hey do you want me to come over? we need to talk about....everything" he asked.

"Yeah, please!" i said, then i hung up.

5 minutes later, the door rang, mum answered, i could hear her thanking him, and saying that i haven't come out my room, for about 3 weeks. except for toilet, and showers, and food.

I heard a knock on the door. "Come in" i said.

He looked at me sitting on the bed, i must be a mess, coz as soon as he saw me he sighed.

"Listedn Jason, i'm sorry for everything, i hate myself, and feel free to eat me now!" i said, then smiled. the first time in weeks, i was talking, and smiling. Jason really was a magic man.

He laughed. "I am not gonna eat you, and i accept you apology, now can you except mine?" he asked.

"Yes!" i said, then he grabbed my by my hands, and pulled me in for a hug.

He whispered in my ear "Can we get back together? I really miss you, and I will never love anyone else but you!"

"Yes, i don't even know why i broke up with you, i was being stupid, i just had so much to think about, i am so sorry!" i said.

Then we kissed, I felt his warm breath in my mouth, and then his tounge pushing my mouth open, we kissed and kissed and kissed. Then mum knocked on the door "Hannah, Time for Jason to leave!" she said, then giggled.

"Kay!"i said. "I love you" i said.

"I love you more!" he said, then on his way out he stopped, "umm...hannah, don't lose this" he threw my locket at me, i cought it.

"Can you help me put it on?" i said.

"Yes, with pleasure!" he said, then put it on.

The next morning at school, everyone smiled, as they saw me back, with jason holding my hand. Even Ben, with his cast. Mel was still at school, and looking slightly "fat" but she wasn't to bad yet. Jason moved seats next to me, and Ben moved beside someone else.

He passed me a note:

I love you, and always will!

I wrote back:

I love you so much more!

We then laughed.

So all was good, Mel was doing well, I was happy with Jason again, and Jess and Jake, were happy, And Sam was doing well in school.

B.2. Chapter 1. Ben

"Okay, Honey, I'm going over to sue's with Sam, and i will stay there for a while, so have a nice day!" Mum said, as she was leaving.
"Bye then!" i muttered. God she must just love leaving me alone, well i didn't mind it, it was quite fun. I liked being independant, so why should this matter.
The door rang, who could that be?
I opened the door.
"Oh hey Jess, how are you?" i asked casually.
"Alright thanks, can i come in?"
"Yeah, c'mon!"
"Geez, you pick up language fast, thats like Jason's word." she said then looked at me.
I laughed.
We hung around, in my room, listening to Paramore, and talking about her and Jake.
"So, how long have you been with him?" i asked.
"Umm...about about 9 months!" she said then smiled.
"Aww, cool!" i said, feeling very happy for Jess.
Today was 1st of January, and Sam was going to start school tomorrow, and my friends and I were going back, i don't think mel was though.
"Mel's getting pretty big!" Jess mumbled.
"Yep, i think she could manage 2 more months of school, before she has to stay off!" i said.
"Yeah, Her brother really likes you, do you think he's good looking, and have you considered him?" she asked, really curiously.
"Umm..i dunno" was alli could say, because yes, he was great looking, and yeah i have considered it, but i really love Jason. I mean he was only a year younger than me, so....oh god! stop Hannah.
I shock my head, getting the dazing feeling away.
"Well i better head off, cya soon!" then she left.
The next morning when i went downstairs, i saw Sam in his school uniform, it was sooo cute. Aww he was dancing around singing.
"I'M GOING TO SCHOOL, YAY!" Sam yelled, every 3 seconds.
I was back in my uniform, not singing about it, but i mean, it wasn't hideous, it just wasn't perfect, but then again...nothing ever is.
"Sam, we got to go now, come on!" mum lifted him up and took him to the car.
"Bye mum!" i said. Mum had got me a car over the holidays, so now i could drive to school, i had to drive Mel.
So when i stopped outside her house, i saw ben in his uniform, well the same as ours except boys one...lol it would be funny if he was in a skirt.
"Hey, Ben, want a lift?" i asked.
"umm...okay!" he answered, you could tell he wasn't really thinking about it, he would do anything, if i was there.
"Hey hannah, and....BEN!" she said, then yelled his name.
"Shhh! Mel stop stressing, it's fine!" i calmed her down.
We got to school, and as it was a new year, we got to sit in new seats. Jason greeeted me with a kiss, and hugged me.
Gosh everyone had changed so much over the summer, Jason had facal hair, Jess looked older, and more stunning than the last time, gosh. Mel was bigger, but she was different, her hair was left down curly, so was jesss's, and mine, great we all macth now...oh well. Jake seemed to be good friends with Freddie now...thats weird. David was so different, he had grown his hair long, and got a side frindge, He pulled it was over his face so you couldn't see it at all, i guess he was still sad about Sophie.
When i walked into class, i stopped suddenly, and my mouth fell open. Ben was sitting in my class. I walked over to him "um...What are you doing in the class?" i asked nicely.
"Umm...well i got moved up a year!" he said, then grinned. Uh oh! if Jason saw this, he was dead.
"Great!" i said, happily.
All the girls walked up to the front again, and got a name, i got the last paper, delibratley.
"umm...i got....."i trailed off, just my luck "Ben" i gulped.
You should have seen Jason's face, i am scared now.
When i sat next to Ben, he made me laugh so much, we got into trouble, but it was worth it.
Mel was really angry at Ben, for being in our class. She was sweating slightly, the hole being pregnant thing made her really sweaty. Thomas sat next to her, rubbing her hand, they looked like a married couple. Myabe they would be after this year.
Jason sat next to Jess, and Jake sat next to Freddie. Hmmm? something was telling me, that something was going on...and i didn't know what.
That friday at Mels house, i stayed the night, with Jess there too. We were all laughing, and sitting in our pj's, watching 'Bring it on'. Mel had to get bigger pj's, haha, they were mickey mouse ones, very cute.
Once they were asleep, i went to the bathroom, and like the first time, Ben showed up.
"Hi!" i whispered.
"Hey!" he whispered back.
We sat at the top of the stairs. He moved closer. Then put his arm around me, and before i could stop him, he was kissing me. Crap" Why couldn't i stop? Oh yeh, because he was enxreadly storng gripping me closer to him. Then i gave in and started kissing him back, this was wrong, i had a boyfriend, and this was classified as cheating, no, no, no i couldn't. I pulled away.
"um..." i said.
"I'm sorry...i couldn't help it." Ben said, shyly.
"Well you should have." i then got up and walked in the the room, and slammed the door. opps! i forgot they were sleeping. They both woke with a shock.
"WHAT WHAT!?" said jess.
"umm...sorry" i said, apologeticly.
"Where were you?" mel asked.
"Um..toilet, then Ben joined me and...." i trailed off, i had already said to much.
"WHAT HAPPENED!!??" Mel asked, jess just sat there smiling.
"Umm...he kissed me, but i pulled away!" i said, embarassed.
"I AM GONNA KILL THAT BOY!" she yelled.
I heard a muffled laughter coming from Ben;s room. He was laughing, he was proud, great.
Wow, i felt weird, he was a good kisser.....shut up Hannah. What was i going to do, I was going through so much, now. I burst into tears.
Jess rubbed my back. "Awww Hannah! Whats wrong?" she asked.
"I hate myself, i...i...i...." i was sobbig now.
Meanwhile Mel was probably killing her brother in the other room.
"You IDIOT!" she said, then i heard a slap.
"Owch!" i heard Ben say.
When Mel came back in, she saw me crying and got tissue's.
"Thanks!" i chocked out.
My phone rang in the morning, it was Jason.
"hi!" i said.
"Hey...wanna meet me at the river?" he said.
"Yeah, i need to talk to you!" i said then hung up.