B.2 Chapter 10. Homeless

I decided to go home, it had been 4 days since i yelled at her at the river, so now it was time to sleep in my own bed, as much as i enjoyed sleeping in Jason's. He was so warm, mmmm good memories.
As i walked back to my house, i recondized the car, it was the one mum came home in from her date in. Grr, he's here. I would never like him, no matter what.
I walked in and slammed the door, trying to make a dramatic enterance. But, nothing.
I sighed.
Then i heard horrible noises from the living room, it was mum kissing him. Yuk! there is nothing worse than seeing ur parents kiss, WAIT he isn't my dad, so this was worse.
I cleared my throught, and mum pulled away and looked at me.
"Yes?" she said, snapping the word at me.
I said nothing.
"Oh the silent treatment, i see!" she said, then walked upstairs.
After she was gone, Phil looked at me, "You know, i HAVE to like you, but i don't. You seem, not a girly girl, the type of daughter i want, so i won't accept you" he said, then glared at me.
Oh, my god, he was horrible.
"Well, i don't care, because your not welcome here!" i said angrily.
"your a brat, and i'm gonna make your life hell!" he said evily.
"Well, good luck with that!" i snapped.
Mum walked back through. "Hannah, are you going to stay here?" she asked nicely, in a kind motherly way.
I pointed to him.
"No, he isn't staying here!" she snapped.
I nodded, then walked up stairs. I plonked my bag on the floor, and then put a washing on.
My mind started to wonder, what if i never spoke to mum again, what is she marriied him, and what if i was stuck with him. What did he mean 'Make my life hell'? as if it wasn't already. Then i realized i was sobbing again. Stupid me. i better stop this.
Mum sighed in the door wat, "Honey, i really do llove you, but can you please be happy for me?" then she realized i was crying. she came over to put her arm around me, i moved back, and away.
"Oh, sorry" she said, then walked away.
That night, i slept terribly. The wind was loud, the branch was scratching at my window. and i was cold, and i was mostly thinking those same words over and over again in my head. 'I will make your like hell'.
When the sun rose, i was lying on my bed, crying. again.
"Hannah, breakfast, c'mon honey bunny, come get some!" she yelled up.
"Uhhh." i moaned then walked downstairs.
When i walked into the kitchen he was sitting at the table.
"I'M NOT HUNGRY!" i yelled, in a croasky voice, then ran back upstairs.
That guy was a jerk! I couldn't, i wouldn't let mum stay with him. But what could i do. she wouldn't believe me.
I got changed into a red pair of skinny;s and my black converese, and i shoved on a black elmo top. i then put on a black cardy, and got my bag, and shoved clothes in, enough clothes for a month, then i got my handbag, and toiletry's and left the house running. When i turned the corner of my gate, something grabbed my arm. It was Sam.
"Hannah! STAY NOW! i never see you anymore, and i love you, so please stay with me!" he started to cry. then i started too.
"I won't be gone long, i...i...i just need to get away!" i said sadly.
"But, i'm scared" he said, then hugged me.
"Why?" i asked, suddenly curious.
"Phil, he is mean, and he doesn't like you, and he is scary!" sam said, in a cute voice.
"Oh, my, well i promice i shall come back for you soon!" i said, then hugged him tight.
Thats it, he can hurt me all he wants, but if he hurts Sam. oh boy he would be in trouble. And if he touches mum, oh my god. he better run.
I walked up to Mel's house, i hadn't seen her in a while.
"Hey Mel" i greeted her, then i saw Bethany, aww she was getting big now.
"Hey, oh,my god, whats wrong, you look a mess, sorry to say!" she smiled apologeticly.
"Oh, family issues, nothing much!" i said, then looked around for thomas.
"Thomas is at work" she laughed, proabbly feeling grown up.
Then she flashed me a shiny ring on her left hand.
"Noway! he proposed!" i said happily. Mel was so happy. Lucky biatch. lol.
"Yes, yes, and yes!" she screamed.
"Aww! I'm so happy for you!" i said.
After i left, i went to Jason's, he saw me with my bag, bigger and fuller this time.
"Wanna stay?" he asked, and before i could answer he was kissing me.
"Yes" i said, "The new guy, is so mean, he is scaring Sam!" i said angrily.
"Oh, thats no good!" he said, then led me up stairs.
I put my bag, next to his cupboard.
"Mind, if i go over and see Andrew?" i asked, then smiled.
"No, no, just be back soon, so i don't die of missing you!" he kissed me, then waved bye.
When i got to Andrews, his mum saw me first, and came out and hugged me, "Oh Hannah, whats wrong?" she asked, worriedly.
"Oh, just...family stuff." i said, then looked at the ground.
"Oh, well come come in!" she gestured towards the kitchen,where Andy was sitting.
"Andy!" i yelled as i saw him.
He looked up" Hannah, aww honey, are you okay?" he hugged me.
"No, not really, Life is harsh, and it hates me, i'm sure!" i said, then started crying a little, i held it back. He saw this.
"Want a coffee?" he asked.
"Yes, that would be great!" i said.
"Kay sure thing"
i liked Andy he always new exactly what i needed and what i wanted, and how to cheer me up.
He handed me a nice warm cup full, "Oh, thanks!" i said.
"No problem, it's what you deserve!" he smiled.
"No, what i deserve is a good beating!" i said, then looked down, to the marble floor.
"Shhhh! you do not\" he said, defencivly.
He walked me to the gate, then i kissed him on the cheek.
"Thanks, for everything" i smiled.
"It's kay, and thanks for coming, i miss you, when you not here!" he blushed.
I smiled, my big grin, it felt good.
I felt rather homeless right now, i was always living off of people, gosh, i am such an idiot!
I wonder how Sam was.
The sun was setting and i decided to watch it with Jason, but Jason had gone out with his friends, so i asked Andrew, he said yes, and we sat on the bench. It felt different sitting with Andrew, he held my hand, in a friendly way, but his hand was a bit sweaty, i think he was nervous. and he was blushing.
"Are you okay?" i asked.
"Yes, yes" he choked out.
"No, seriously, tell me!" i let go of his hand.
"Umm.....i, oh it;s nothing!" he said, then i walked him home
"Wanna stay, or what?" he asked.
"Umm, no, i shall sleep at Jason's but thanks for the offer" i smiled.
He smiled, then went inside.
I walked up the main street, it was cold, and dark, i stopped at the allyway, where jess had clearly said 'No, don't go down there, people get hurt!'. Hmm? maybe thats what i need, a good beating. I started to walk down the allyway, when a person started walking up just down from me. The feeling of fright started in my stomache. Maybe i should turn and run, nah it was too late now.
"Hey, baby!" a mans voice said.
Oh crap! i am about to be raped. Or maybe not.
I said nothing.
He grabbed me, then kissed me, i pulled away.
"Eww creep, get off me!" i yelled.
"No, darlin' your hot! and i want you!" he said, clearly he was drunk. Or a hobbo.
I started walking backwards, then he grabbed my jacked, and started un doing the buttons.
i slapped his hand away.
"Oh a firey personality, i see, i like that in a women" he smiled.
"BACK OFF!" said, a voice i reconized. It was andrew.
"ANDREW!" i yelled, then andrew kicked the man, and broke his nose with one quick movement.
"Owch!" the man groaned, then feel over.
Andrew grabbed my hand, and pulled me out the allyway.
"Thanks!" i said.
"No problem, now...WHAT WERE YOU DOING DOWN THERE!?" he said, worriedly.
"Nothing, i was just wondering!" i looked down.
"Well" he stopped, then hugged me, "You look cold!" he said.
"I am" i said.
He walked me to Jason's he still wasn't in, where was he?
i got my bag, and went to stay at Andrews.
"YAY! your stayng here!" he said, then smiled.
"yes, i'm kinda hppy here!" i smiled back.
We sat on his bed talking for ages, then i fell asleep on him, opps!
I felt him rubbing my hair of of my face, then stroking my cheek, why was he doing this?
I opened my eyes, he was there under me, well half.
"Hello, again!" i said.
"Hi" he smiled.
"Do you want me to move?" i asked, embarassed.
"No, you can sleep it's fine" he smiled. I think he liked me. and i think i like him.
Oh dear, i think i liked him more that Jason, he was nicer, and funnier, and basicaly a nicer person.
I lay back, onto his chest, and then i fell asleep, he did too.
This was my happy place, but i couldn't stay here forever. Unfortunetly.

B.2 Chapter 9. Just forget my feelings!

Geez, what what is wrong with the world, seriously. I mean it;s either freezing like today, or too hot. Stupid weather, why can;t it just be like sims2 weather, it is light, then night, not cold or warm, just perfect.

I walked down stairs, "Hi mum!" i said, then smiled stupidly. I was in a weird mood, not quiet myself.

She was on the phone, Hmm?

She saw me and said "Oh, sorry darling, i gotta go now, bye!" then she hung up.

Darling!? riight.

"Who was that?" I asked curiously.

"Oh, just Sue, how are you?" she asked. clearly changing the subject.

"Fine, but very curious..." i starded towards the coffee table, she had notes all over it. "What are they...for?" i asked, what was mum up to?

"Uhh. Nothing, can you wacth Sam tonight? I'm going out with Daine." she asked, with a smile. Daine? never heard it before, hmm? maybe sue's friend.

"Kay, sure" DAMN, i wanted to go out tonight, with friends, hmm? maybe they could come over, and party with Sam, haha, lol, i crack myself up.

When mum left that night, she looked really pretty, glamorously dressed in a nice black dress, and makeup, and jewellery.

"Wow, you look lovely!" i said, then smiled. "Turn around, let me see you!"

Mum laughed. Then i laughed. She went outside and drove off.

"SAM, WHERE ARE YOU?" i yelled.

"Here, boo!" he said, from under the table, awww.

"I SEE YOU!" i said, then the door opened. WHAT!

I grabbed Sam and put him on my back, "Hello, who is it?" what a stupid question to ask.

"Uhh...The Evil fairy" Ellie, said, then Sam screamed. Opps!

"Oh, sorry sam, it;s just me Ellie!" she said, then grabbed him and spun him around.

"Again, again!" Sam said.

"Umm..maybe later, i think spongebob's on!" she said, then he watched that.

"Hey ellie" i said.

"Hey hey hey, supp, supp, ma hommie?" she said, then put her cap on backwards. I laughed.

I loved Ellie, she was so funny, and nice, we got on so well, we were like sisters.

"I thought i would come see you!" she smiled.

"Yay, i like my age company as much as 5 year olds" i smiled back.

"RIGHT SAM, BED TIME!" i said loudly.

"No, i wanna stay up with Ellie, and you!" he said, then rubbed his eyes. He was so tired.

"Well, me and Ellie are going to sleep in ur room!" we said, then ran upstairs.

"WAIT FOR ME!" sam yelled up the stairs.

We sat next to him, and pretended to sleep, then he fell asleep. Ellie left after that, and i went into my room.

I played My chemical Romance loudly quiet, so that i didn't wake sam up. After the cd had finished, i got ready for bed, then i sat on my bed, and just sat there thinking, about everything.

After about 5 minutes, i heard a car pull up, it must be mum, yay. i can go to bed. lol.

Then i heard a laugh, and it wasn;t mums, i peeked out my window. WHO WAS THAT!?

"Oh, Harry, I LOVE YOU!" i heard mum say loudly, then they kissed lots, and i looked away...eww gross, mum kissing some man, i would have to talk to her about this, but maybe in the morning, it sounded like she was a little drunk.

Then it hit me. MUM WAS DATING SOMEONE, PLUS SHE DIDN'T TELL ME! AND I DIDN'T WANT ANY OTHER MAN IN MY LIFE, EXPECIALLY NOT, LIVING AS A FAMILY.

The next morning i didn't get up, i stayed in bed, until it must have been about 1pm, coz mum came through. Great, just ther person i need right now. Uhhh.

"Honey bunny, get up now!" she said, then walked away.

just before she left my room, i said, " NO" then i turned my back to the room, and faced the wall.

"YES, NOW!, i think there is someone at the door for you!" she said.

"I DON'T CARE!" i was in a terrible mood today.

She left, then I sighed. I got up and and went to the door, in my emily the strange pj's, and socks. Before i opened the door, i looked in the mirror, i looked presentable, lol.

I opened the door, and there was Andrew standing there.

".........hi." i said, then looked down.

"umm....hello, are you alright, and tut tut, your still in bed" he joked.

I laughed. "No, i'm feeling rather crap, actually." i sighed.

"Oh, well wanna talk about it in a min?" he said. he knew i would want to change.

"Yeah, wait here!" i said, then ran up stairs.

I put on a skirt, and a blue top, it said, 'Hey, I'm lame, deal!'. I thought it was the right top for my mood today, which was, i hate my life, and i am a lame-oo.

I ran downstairs and went to the river with Andrew.

"So whats the problem?" he asked kindly.

"Umm...I think my mum has a boyfriend..." it started then, what i mean is the sobbing.

He patted my back, and rubbed the tears off of my cheek, "Thanks!" i said, then kept walking.

"No problem, you know....umm..this might sound lame, but i think your my best friend!" he said, then smiled.

"Umm, well your my guy bestie" i said. he had managed to change the subject. Woop! go andrew.

When i got home, and Sam was in bed, i went through to mum in the living room, she was eating cheese-puffs. Mmm, they smelt good.

"Right, you have some explaning to do!" i said, then glared at her.

"Oh, umm..about what?" she asked, understanding ever so slightly what i was meaning.

"ABOUT THE....UMM...THING, YOU KISSED HIM LAST NIGHT, AND IT LOOKS TO ME LIKE YOUR GOING OUT!" i yelled.

"Shhh, don't wake sam!"

"OH I WILL WAKE SAM, BECAUSE I AM NOT JUST MAD, I AM FURIOUS!" i was getting her good here. she had no explanations.

"Umm....well...you see.." she trailed off, waiting for my next screaming sestion.

"YOU SEE-NOTHING! I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT, I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WOULDN'T TELL ME, AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHH!" i stormed off, out the house.

I didn't know where i was going, or what i was doing, but i went to the river, and sobbed my heart out. I had justed yelled at my mother, fot selfish reasons, and i didn't care, i was sad, because i didn't want another guy in my family, enless for me. More selfishness. I HATE MYSELF!

At about midnight, i wandered to andrews house, and when he opened the door, he gasped "Oh Hannah, what happened, you don't look happy!" he said, then grabbed me for a hug. I hugged back, he was warm, and it was so cold.

"I....I...hate everything" i said. then tears burst out over my eyes and flooded down my face.

"Awww, surely not everything, i mean you don't hate me!" he said, then smiled. When he laughed it shook down his body, and i felt it.

"Yeah," i laughed.

He made a bed for me at the side of his bed, and i slept there. Mum knew that if i didn;t come home, when i was mad, i was probably at a friends, but right now, all i cared about was...well NOTHING.

"Morning...might i add...sleeping beauty!" he smiled at me.

"Mmmmmorrrninggg!" i said, wow, that was the first time i had spoken properly in the morning since i was 11.

"What do you want to eat?" he asked. "Cereal, toast?"

"Umm.....a coffee?" i laughed.

"Yeah, sure, i want one too!" he smiled.

"Thanks..eh..for everything, accomodation, food, life coach, and comforting!" i smiled my big grin.

We laughed. He then suddenly picked me off the floor, and hugged me.

"Aww Hannah, Your the nicest, and funniest girl i've ever met!" he hugged so tightly.

"Can't....breath!" i gasped. "Tha....nkkss!"
"Oh, sorry" then he let go.
I laughed, then we ate toast together at his kitchen table, his house had such a nice feel to it.
"Umm..you know, your house is so nice!" i said, then smiled over the table. "And you too"
"yeh, i like it!" he smiled back.
I diceded to go home after that and change and stuff, but i wouldn't speak to mum. No.Matter.what.
I walked in, Sam hugged me, "Hey Sam!" i said, then went upstairs.
I changed into an aqua blue pair of jeans, and a new top, it was grey. It was covered in black paterns. Then i put on my blue converse.
I grabbed my handback, and purse, phone, keys, brush, toothbrush, a new top, and socks. and undies. I put them in my 'opsta' black bag. 'opsta' was my favourite brand of stuff. It was kinda rock/punk chick stuff. I also put some deoderant in the bag, i wouldn't want to be smelly.lol.
On my way to the bridge, i called Jason.
"Hey, where are you?" he asked panicly.
"France!" i laughed. "Nah, i am at the bridge! come meet me!" i said, then hung up.
10 minutes later Jason arrived, yum he smelt so good. Hmm? oh it was the birthday persent i gave him, yummy. We kissed.
"Hey babe!" he said, "Right, tell me...what the hell happened?" he asked, looking at me sadly.
"Hi, umm..I am not speaking to mum, coz she has a boyfriend, and didn't tell me, and she knows that i trust her and stuff, but i don't want anything to do with it, or her, and i know i'm being selfish!" i starting crying then.
he put one arm around me, and kissed my forehead. "Shhh! it's okay!" he soothed me.
"Can i stay at your place tonight?" i asked, with cute, wet eyes.
"Yes, yes, sure! I see you packed already!" he smiled.
"Yep, i am coming...now!" i laughed.
He put me on his back, and gave me a piggy back to his house.
"Umm...Jason how did you know, something happened to me?" i asked.
"Because, i called you 7 times, and you normally answer on the 4th time, or more, or less! And when you didn't i new you weren't okay!" he smiled, "So where did you stay last night?" he asked, curiously.
"Umm...Andrews, lol, he made a bed up for me, and his mum was so nice!" i smiled, my way of telling him nothing happened, or was going to. Hmm? Maybe.
"Okay" he said, then pulled me into his bedroom.
"Oh, you cut down the tree outside, now you can see the river!" i said, then realized that someone was sitting by the river, with a man. Awww how romantic --wait a minute, THATS MUM!
"Crap, thats mum, with her boyfriend! Thats it, i am meeting him, now!" i said, angrily, then walked out the house.
I stormed down stairs, and over to the river, "MUM, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!?" I glared at her. Then at...him.
"Oh, Hannah, this is Phil!" she said, as if i wasn't angry.
"SO?" i said, then looked away, i felt like a bratty teenager.
"Hi, I'm Phil, nice to meet you!" he said, his voice was deep. a little too deep for my liking, and he was hairy, meaning long sideburns, and stuff.
"UH-HUH! NOT NICE TO MEET YOU!" i yelled, then ran back to Jason's house.
"What. you. should.not.have.done.that!" Jason said, looking down at me upset.
"Oh, that, you heard that!" i said, ashamed at myself.
"Who couldn't hear it, it was loud enough for people in France to hear!" he said then smiled.lol i said i was in France on the phone, gosh he is good.
"What the hell were you thinking, now you have no-where to go, except here!" he said, then smiled.
I started crying "Okay, so i know everything is my fault, but i don't care, i HATE everything!" then i went to the bathroom and cryed my eyes out.
What was i going to do? Where would i go? I couldn't live off people!
uhhh. Life sucks, and i am serious, it gets harder with age.

B.2 Chapter 8. Stranger

"Mum, I'm gonna go out and get coffee!" i said, as i was leaving.

"Alright, seeya!" she said, "And Han....never mind!" she said, then went into the living room with Sam.

OKay that was weird, Hmm? i wonder what she wanted to say. Oh well. Doesn't matter. But what if it did? Stop it Hannah, nothing is wrong. I had told mum about my disition to marry Jason, she was happy, But something was wrong. I didn't know what.

I turned my ipod on, then turned it to 'To the end- My chemical romance'. When i got to the coffee shop i took my ipod out, and stuffed it in my pocket.

"Hi, umm...can i have a coffee?" i said, then smiled.

"Yes, thats $3.20 please!" she said. "Take away, or have here?" she asked.

"Umm..take away" i said, i would finish it by the time i got home, and i might go to Jason's.

"Sure" she said. then smiled.

As i turned to walk out the door, i bumped into someone, "Oh, I'm sorry, my fault!" we said at the same time. Then we smiled, and laughed.

"Hi, I'm Andrew!" he said. His eyes sparkled, and were such a nice green, and his smile, touched his eyes, and made them scrunch up. Wow.

"Oh...umm....I'm...eh...Hannah!" i said, crap, i completly forgot my name. What the hell was happening.

Time slowed down. Why.why.why.why? Why me?

We ended up walking the same way.

"So, what do you do, student, Worker, nothing yet?" he asked, with his amazing smile. Gosh what was the purpose of the smile, it just made me forget what i was gonna say.

"Umm...I just graduated, and I'm starting college in a week" i said, chuffed with myself.

"Oh, me too. What college?" he asked, suddenly curious.

"Uhh, Slipton College" i said. then smiled my big grin, you needed to be smart to go there. So i felt good.

"Oh, my, god, you'll never guess, but i'm going there too." he said, then smiled back.

Wow, why were we the same, and what was he following me now too, we seemed to be going in the exact same direction.

He made a couple of jokes, they were pretty funny. Well they made me laugh, and i laughed at a lot of things. I made a couple of jokes too, they made him laugh a lot.

"You know, your a funny girl!" he said.

I laughed. "Well, I live here, so umm...bye" i said.

"Oh, umm...this is weird, but i just moved in, 2 houses down" he said, then laughed.

crap this was freaky now. "Oh" i laughed. "Well, seeya soon then " i smiled, and waved.

"Bye" he said, then walked home, which was about 10 steps.

I got ready, then walked out the door, i thought i saw someone looking out the window of Andrews house, looking at me, i ignored it, and walked across the road, and went to Jason's house. I couldn't stop thinking about Andrew. Hmm? there was something seriously wrong with me. Seriously.

"Hi babe" Jason greeted me, then kissed me, for a bit too long, for a normal kiss.

"Umm..Hi" i said.

"So where have you been this morning?" he asked.

"I went to the coffee shop" i said, the waved my coffee cup at him. He laughed.

Okay i was wrong before, about the hole, i will finish it before i get home. Thats coz i was talking so much, on the way home.

"How are you?" i asked.

"Alright, better now that your here, i missed you!" he said, then hugged me. I hugged him back.

We walked to my house, he was holding my hand. It was warm. When we walked in mum, was gone. Hmm? where does she go?

"Well, we're home alone, i guess" i said, then kissed him. He pulled me to the sofa.

"How about a play fight?" he said.

"I bet, i'll beat you!" i said, then jumped ontop of him.

We laughed, and smiled, we wrestled for a while, then when i had him pressed against his the couch, i started kissing him.

"YAY, I WIN, TOLD YOU SO!" i teased. He kissed my forehead.

"Yes, hmm? how do you do that?" he asked.

"Umm...good skills, unlike someone!" i said, teasing him again.

He pretended to cry, i laughed.

"I love you!" he said.

I laughed, "I love you too" then i ran upstairs, i was in a hyper active mood today, must be the coffee, he had to catch me, i hid under the bed.

"I......GOT YOU!" he said, lol this was like a dad playing with his 5 year old. except without the sexual interaction.

I giggled. "We are so immature!" i said.

We sat on the bed kissing for a while, then i heard a knock on the door.

I answered, It was Andrew, great, PERFECT TIMING!.uhh NOT.

"Umm..hello!" i said, then smiled. Jason was holding my hand at the door.

"Oh, hi." he said, then saw Jason, and his hand over mine. "Eh...umm..." he said, then turned and walked back to his house.

Awww, he was imtimidated by Jason. I sighed.

"Bye Andrew!" i said.

He waved.

I sighed again, then noticed Jason looking at me questioningly.

"Umm, thats andrew, i bumped into him at the coffee shop, he is going to the same college as me." i said. then smiled.

"Oh, okay, i wish i was going to your college!" he said, "But i am stuck at Daverson" he said.

Daverson was for people that wanted to work with cars, and clearly, wven though i could fix things, i didn't want to do it, all my life.

"Well, it's what you want, so, i mean we will see each other like every day, so don't worry!" i said.

"Yeah!" he said. "Well i better go home now, bye, i love you!" then kissed me.

"Bye, i love you too." i said, then he walked home.

I sighed. I walked over to Andrew's, his mum answered "Oh, hello, who are you?" she asked.

"Hannah, is Andrew home?" i asked.

"Yes, come on in!" she said. I liked him mum, she was awesome, she wored skinny's and a nice light top. Andrew was watching t.v. I stood at the door way.

"Oh Hannah, hey!" he said then stood up next to me, he was way a good height, not too tall, but a little shorter than Jason.

"Hi, how are you? and are you okay?" i asked.

"Yes, yes, and yourself?" he asked, trying to avoid my question.

"I am good." i said. "Well, i was just checking, so bye then" i said, and turned.

"Wait, Hannah, ummm...Do you wanna..eh..go out for lunch tomorrow...as friends?" he asked. then smiled.

"Yeah, that'd be nice!" i smiled.

"OKay, i will pick you up at 12:30?" he said, in a questioning way.

"Sure, bye " i walked home.

Then next day when Andrew turned up, mum looked confussed.

"Umm..honey, What about Jason?" she asked.

"Uh...we are still together, i am only going out for lunch, as friends!" i said, then flashed her my ring, on my finger.

"Kay!" she said, then walked away.

We sat at a chocolate place, i had a chocolate suflae. He had the same. LOL.

We talked and laughed for ages, i was hiding my left had unger the table.

"Shoot!" i said, i elbowed my glass, and it almost topled over, but i cought it, with my left hand. Uh oh, it shone in the sunlight, Andrew was shocked.

"Umm...hannah, are you getting married?" he asked, suprised.

I sighed ".....Yeah" i said, i wasn't actually very confident with that fact, i always had my left hand clenched, and always hid it. I dunno why? I mean yes it was the prettiest ring i had ever seen, but still i hid it.

"Wow, thats big! it's a nice ring!" he said, he lifted my hand up, to look at it.

His hand was so soft, and warm, my hands were cold, coz i was still shocked that now he new about me getting married.

"mmm, yes, it is nice" i left my hand in his, then it got weird, so i pulled away. I am still not sure if i said what i said, for the ring, or for his hand...?

Why was i feeling so weird around him, what was wrong with me? Was i sick.

He walked me home, i suddenly tripped over my own feet and fell over. Just before i fell Andrew cought me, by the hand. he pulled me up, and we stood there for a minute, just holding hands. There was a strange bond forming between us, and i was so clueless about it. I think....I think, i really really really like Andrew, in a way i shouldn't. Uh oh.

"Jason, umm...is a lucky guy, and i almost forgot to say, you look really pretty today!" he said then smiled, and dropped my hand.

"Umm...thankyou" i said, then blushed. He laughed.

I sighed.

"Why do i get the feeling your not happy about getting married?" Andrew asked.

"Umm..uhh...eh..." thats all i managed to choke out.

We ended up walking to a new place, with trees, and a bench, we sat down.

"It's not that, well, actually i don't know, there is just something stopping me from being really happy about it." i said, so honestly, that i was scared of myself, i never told Jason things like this, but i felt like i could tell Andrew, a gy i had known for 2 days, and had lunch with.

"Hmm? yes, i know what you mean" he said.

When i got to my house, he hugged me. We both blushed after that.

"Bye" we said at the same time.

There was something wrong with me, i liked him. a lot more than i should. I couldn't be in love, could i?

B.2 Chapter 7. Jason's Question

I was graduationg school in about 2 weeks, and there was posters everywhere for the end of school dance, it was compulsary to go. So that meant i had to go out and buy a dress, and shoes, actually i don't care about shoes, i will wear my converse.

When i walked to Jess's, she got to the door, before i had knocked.

"Hey Hannah!" jess said excitedly.

"Umm....Hi, is Mel coming too, and Ellie?" i asked.

"Yeh, we will pick Mel up, and Ellie is just inside" she said. Then Ellie appeared.

"Harloo Hanny!" she waved and smiled, Then snapped a pic of us both.

Jess giggled, i think she was laughing at the shocked expression on my face in the pic. I pull funny faces in pics. It is the best way to get a good photo.

"Hey!" i said.

After we got Mel, we drove to a place called ' Dresses 'n' more dresses'. Hmm? kinda cheesy name, but oh well. Mel had already spotted a dress she liked in the window, and ran in to get it. Mel had managed to lose the 'baby weight', so she looked great, as normal.

When i walked into the shop, it was like a big ball rooom, but with lots and lots of dress rachs, there was so many to choise from. I looked around the dark purple, and black, and blue bit. Mel looked around the pink, and purple, and all those type colours bit, Jess looked around the green and grey bit, and Ellie looked around the cream and light brown to a nice orange bit. So none of us would be fighting over dresses, wait let me correct that, they wouldn't be. I don't mind what dress i get, as long as i have one.

"OH MY GOD! i got one!" Mel shouted, across the store.

"Oh let me see!" Ellie said.

"Coming!" Jess and I said at the same time.

Mel, was wearing a pretty light pink dress, it looked nice on her, it had a couple of beads around the collor, and finished about knee lenght. SHe was smiling.

"It is only $87.90!!" she said, happily.

"Well then, GET IT!" Jess said.

Mel nodded. Then went to change and take it to the checkout.

We all had about $100, to spend on dresses each.

Suddenly a dress cought my eye, it was dark purple, and was kinda puffy at the bottom, and it had a silver bit around the waist, and it was strapless.

"GIRLS I GOT IT, I FOUND IT!" i yelled.

"OOOh!" Jess said.

I tryed it on, When i came out i heard gasps.

Ellie, took about 9 pictures. Mel was shocked, Jess was smiling.

"I love it, and it is $60.90!" i said, smiling.

The dress came down to my ancles, and puffed out like a vera wang, it was deep dark purple, and was the prettiest dress i had ever seen.

"I am getting it!" i said, then went to change. After i bought it, i watched Ellie, pose in pictures with her dress. It was a light brown, and it went down just past her knee's. It was a light, pretty looking dress. Then Jess found something, it was Aqua blue, and finished way above her knee's, meaning very short, but not like freddie's dress would be. It hadsinglet type strapes, and was really pretty on Jess.

After we bought the dresses, we went across the road to a shoe shop, it was really cool. But nothing cought my eye, until i came to a pair of purple converese, then had the same colour of silver laces, as my my silver band around my dresses waist. I bought them. They all got high heels, except Ellie and me, Ellie got flat silver shoes.

That friday night, Jason picked me up in his car, he looked so smart, and handsome. He grabbed my hand a put me in the car, literally.

"Ummm....hi!" i said.

"Hey georgous, you look so perfect and beautiful!" he said, then kissed me.

When we got to school, everyone was arriving. It was kinda exciting, and kinda boring.

"Excited?" Jason saked, as we walked in, me on his arm.

"Nope! are you?" i asked, while staring at the ground, that was my way of not being embarassed when everyone stares at you. When i walked in, Mel, Jess, Ellie, and there dates all starred, shocked.

"You look so nice!" all the gilrs said.

"Hannah....nice!" Ben said, with his thumbs up.

Thomas nodded, and so did Dave. Jason was smiling his head off. lol. What was so good with a school dance?

"What the hell, what are you smiling about?" i asked.

"Umm....maybe because i am the luckiest guy ever!" he said, then kissed me.

"mmmm, and i am the luckiest girl ever!" i said. "Okay just tell me." i said. demandingly.

He took me to the end of the school, and out onto the balcony.

"Okay, basically, i am in love with you, and always want to be!" he said, then gulped, as if he was scared of my reaction.

"Jason, you know i love you more than you love me, and one day you will get bored of me!" i said. Shut up hannah, stop it, he loves you, gosh your so stupid. That voice inside my head was starting to bug me.

"No, no, i won't and i wanna spend my life with you, I love you!" he said, then blushed.

"Awww, I love you too." i said, then kissed him.

He stopped then looked at me, he started hiperventalating. "Jason?" i asked. Then he put a fingure to my lip.

He was rumaging around in his pocket, then he pulled out a box. Hmm? Surely not...

"Hannah? Umm....." He trailed off, "Will you marry me?" he said, the blushed.

I gasped, i loved him so much, i couldn't say no, but was i ready, oh how cares, i love him.

"Um...yes!" i said. then hugged him.

He put the ring on my finger. It was silver, and had one loverheart diamond on it, it sparkled on my finger.

"It is beautiful!" i said. Then kissed him.

"Your beautiful, and I love you!" he said, then we kissed.

Okay, my life is a confussing tangle of webs, that Join, and brake. Mel was a mum, Jess was with her music store guy, and i was Jason's Fiancee. Whoaa. Life was good, and for once in my life someone loved me, and wanted to stay with me, so for once I.was.happy.

B.2 chapter 6. New arrival

It was sunday morning, when i got a call from Elouise.

"Hello?" i answered.

"Howdy! How are you, and can i come over?" she asked, funnily.

"Umm, great, and yourself, and yes you may....darling" i said, then laughed, Elouise giggled.

"Good, good, and eating an apple, to keep the doctor away!" she said, then laughed, her laugh was so cute, a little giggle in it, but a very high, and easy to laugh with laugh.

About 5 minutes after Elouise was here, the phone rang, "Hello?"

"Hi, Okay, umm....I need to go to hospital!! Umm....my water broke..." Mel started panicing. SHe was good at that.

"Oh, right sure, i will drive you!" i grabbed my coat and hung up.

"Where are we going?" Ellie asked.

"Umm..Mel has to go to hospital...now!" i said, then grabbed her hand.

"Oh, i see....we better hurry, or she will blow!" she said, then laughed, i laughed too. she was so funny.

When we got to Mel's house she was ready to go.

We all helped her in the car, and ben sat in the backseat with Ellie, holding her hand. Awww.

"Mel, howya feeling?" Ellie, asked.

"Alright, thanks? Hey can we call you Ellie?" she asked.

"Umm..why yes, i quiet like that, YIPPY YI YAY!" she said, at the top of her voice, then laughed. Ben tapped her on the nose, and then held her closer. Double awww.

When we got there, i filled in the paper work with Mel, then we got her away into safe hands, this was so exciting, one of my best friends was having a baby. Wow.

Thomas, arrived after i texted him, as if he was just standong outside. Geez, he was in a hurry.

Then Jess arrived, then all our mum's. How embarassing. Even Dave came, he was a nice guy.

Jason arrived a bit late, but it wasn't coming in the next half an hour, it was more, 6 hours, lol, poor Mel.

We all went into her room, and waited, then it happened, " AHHHHH CRAP HELP ME!" she screamed. This put me off.Meh.

"Oh god, get a nurse Ellie!" i said, she was closefst to the door.

The nurse ran in, with a couple of doctors, and 2 other mid wifes.

"Okay, breath deeply." the mid wife said, she had brown hair, tied up in a bun, it was very nice, she had a side frindge, and it looked great on her.

"Oh, yeah, i can do that while i'm pushing!" she said sarcasticly, i had never seen this side of Mel before. Jason was holding my hand, and Ben was holding Ellie's and Thomas was swallowing the pain, that Mel was squeezing his fingers too tight. lol. poor Thomas.

We got to the hospital at 12 pm, and not it was 9pm, uhhh. I'm so tired, poor Mel, she must be so tired.

Then 5 minutes later, something happened, something was coming, Oh my, it was the little 'new arrival.

"One last push dear!" said the other mid wife, she had Bright red dyed hair, in piggy tails.

"Mummmmmmmmmmmmmmm!" she called, then she fainted, she must have been so tied.

Then they let her sleep, because, they were holding a beautiful little baby.

"Ellie, you were right, it's a girl!" i said, then smiled. They cleaned her up, then handed her to me. Wow, she was so little, and fragile, so small, and then her little eyes opened, and i expected crying, but then, silence, she just blinked and looked at me.

Hey, little one!" i said, then smiled.

She smiled, back. and made some stange noises. "Baaaaan, ppppsssstttly".

It was here way of saying hello.

Mel then woke up. "Oh, my god, where is he/she?" she said. Looking around franticly, then her eyes settled as she saw me, holding her smiling, and the baby smiling too.

"I think she likes you Han!" Jason said.

"mmm hmm!" i said, then handed the baby to Mel.

"Well Ellie, it's a girl, you were right." she said, then smiled, while looking at the baby.

"Thomas, since it's a girl, we can't call her James, we will have to use the girls name we choise!" she said.

"Yes!" he said.

"Okay, everyone, the name we choise is........Bethany!" she said, "Well my little girl, your name is Bethany." then everyone clapped.

When we got home, we all slept, straight away, Jason stayed the night at mine, we lay ontop of the covers, me in his arms.

When i woke up, it was a cold, wet, day. Oh yay! i liked these days, coz i could get away with black clothes, and a nice top, yeshhh!!!

Jason woke up, "Hello my sleeping beauty!"

"Umm...hi,....ummm......handsome prince" i said, then laughed. he always laughed, when i made these stupid things up. But he was good looking, thats for sure.

I rolled over, and my cold locket touched my collor bone "Ahhh cold!" i said, then rolled off the bed. Oww! it hurt.

Jason got up and helped me up.Crap, did mum know he slept over? Oh dear.

We walked down stairs, "Morning kids!" she said with a grin.

Yes, she knew. "mmmm" i said.

Jason laughed, "Morning!" he said.

We went over to Mel's place to see the baby, but she wasn't there, hmmm? i rang the door bell.

He mum andwered "Oh hey Hannah, and Jason, if your looking for Mel, she has a rented house just up that street there, Thomas and Mel, decided to live together now that they have a kid, it's probably wise." she said, then smiled.

"Thanks!" i said.

We walked over, geez, she was a mum, and lived with her boyfriend, we hadn't even finished school yet. she had grown up so fast over night. lol, it makes sence.

Bethany was lying on the floor, when we got to Mel's. It was a nice little house, perfect for the 3 of them. The house was nicely firnished.

"Nice place Mel!" i said, when we walked in, jason holding my hand.

"Thanks!" she said.

Thomas was playing guitar in the other room. So jason went to investigate, Mel and i talked for a while, then i went home, and Jason did the same.

Wow, life was interesting right now, Thomas and Mel lived together, with their baby, Bethany, Jess was dating that guy from the record store, and Ellie, and Ben were tight, Jason and I, were isepreble, except from when we were at home. So right now life was great, i wonder what will be the next drama?