I decided to go home, it had been 4 days since i yelled at her at the river, so now it was time to sleep in my own bed, as much as i enjoyed sleeping in Jason's. He was so warm, mmmm good memories.
As i walked back to my house, i recondized the car, it was the one mum came home in from her date in. Grr, he's here. I would never like him, no matter what.
I walked in and slammed the door, trying to make a dramatic enterance. But, nothing.
I sighed.
Then i heard horrible noises from the living room, it was mum kissing him. Yuk! there is nothing worse than seeing ur parents kiss, WAIT he isn't my dad, so this was worse.
I cleared my throught, and mum pulled away and looked at me.
"Yes?" she said, snapping the word at me.
I said nothing.
"Oh the silent treatment, i see!" she said, then walked upstairs.
After she was gone, Phil looked at me, "You know, i HAVE to like you, but i don't. You seem, not a girly girl, the type of daughter i want, so i won't accept you" he said, then glared at me.
Oh, my god, he was horrible.
"Well, i don't care, because your not welcome here!" i said angrily.
"your a brat, and i'm gonna make your life hell!" he said evily.
"Well, good luck with that!" i snapped.
Mum walked back through. "Hannah, are you going to stay here?" she asked nicely, in a kind motherly way.
I pointed to him.
"No, he isn't staying here!" she snapped.
I nodded, then walked up stairs. I plonked my bag on the floor, and then put a washing on.
My mind started to wonder, what if i never spoke to mum again, what is she marriied him, and what if i was stuck with him. What did he mean 'Make my life hell'? as if it wasn't already. Then i realized i was sobbing again. Stupid me. i better stop this.
Mum sighed in the door wat, "Honey, i really do llove you, but can you please be happy for me?" then she realized i was crying. she came over to put her arm around me, i moved back, and away.
"Oh, sorry" she said, then walked away.
That night, i slept terribly. The wind was loud, the branch was scratching at my window. and i was cold, and i was mostly thinking those same words over and over again in my head. 'I will make your like hell'.
When the sun rose, i was lying on my bed, crying. again.
"Hannah, breakfast, c'mon honey bunny, come get some!" she yelled up.
"Uhhh." i moaned then walked downstairs.
When i walked into the kitchen he was sitting at the table.
"I'M NOT HUNGRY!" i yelled, in a croasky voice, then ran back upstairs.
That guy was a jerk! I couldn't, i wouldn't let mum stay with him. But what could i do. she wouldn't believe me.
I got changed into a red pair of skinny;s and my black converese, and i shoved on a black elmo top. i then put on a black cardy, and got my bag, and shoved clothes in, enough clothes for a month, then i got my handbag, and toiletry's and left the house running. When i turned the corner of my gate, something grabbed my arm. It was Sam.
"Hannah! STAY NOW! i never see you anymore, and i love you, so please stay with me!" he started to cry. then i started too.
"I won't be gone long, i...i...i just need to get away!" i said sadly.
"But, i'm scared" he said, then hugged me.
"Why?" i asked, suddenly curious.
"Phil, he is mean, and he doesn't like you, and he is scary!" sam said, in a cute voice.
"Oh, my, well i promice i shall come back for you soon!" i said, then hugged him tight.
Thats it, he can hurt me all he wants, but if he hurts Sam. oh boy he would be in trouble. And if he touches mum, oh my god. he better run.
I walked up to Mel's house, i hadn't seen her in a while.
"Hey Mel" i greeted her, then i saw Bethany, aww she was getting big now.
"Hey, oh,my god, whats wrong, you look a mess, sorry to say!" she smiled apologeticly.
"Oh, family issues, nothing much!" i said, then looked around for thomas.
"Thomas is at work" she laughed, proabbly feeling grown up.
Then she flashed me a shiny ring on her left hand.
"Noway! he proposed!" i said happily. Mel was so happy. Lucky biatch. lol.
"Yes, yes, and yes!" she screamed.
"Aww! I'm so happy for you!" i said.
After i left, i went to Jason's, he saw me with my bag, bigger and fuller this time.
"Wanna stay?" he asked, and before i could answer he was kissing me.
"Yes" i said, "The new guy, is so mean, he is scaring Sam!" i said angrily.
"Oh, thats no good!" he said, then led me up stairs.
I put my bag, next to his cupboard.
"Mind, if i go over and see Andrew?" i asked, then smiled.
"No, no, just be back soon, so i don't die of missing you!" he kissed me, then waved bye.
When i got to Andrews, his mum saw me first, and came out and hugged me, "Oh Hannah, whats wrong?" she asked, worriedly.
"Oh, just...family stuff." i said, then looked at the ground.
"Oh, well come come in!" she gestured towards the kitchen,where Andy was sitting.
"Andy!" i yelled as i saw him.
He looked up" Hannah, aww honey, are you okay?" he hugged me.
"No, not really, Life is harsh, and it hates me, i'm sure!" i said, then started crying a little, i held it back. He saw this.
"Want a coffee?" he asked.
"Yes, that would be great!" i said.
"Kay sure thing"
i liked Andy he always new exactly what i needed and what i wanted, and how to cheer me up.
He handed me a nice warm cup full, "Oh, thanks!" i said.
"No problem, it's what you deserve!" he smiled.
"No, what i deserve is a good beating!" i said, then looked down, to the marble floor.
"Shhhh! you do not\" he said, defencivly.
He walked me to the gate, then i kissed him on the cheek.
"Thanks, for everything" i smiled.
"It's kay, and thanks for coming, i miss you, when you not here!" he blushed.
I smiled, my big grin, it felt good.
I felt rather homeless right now, i was always living off of people, gosh, i am such an idiot!
I wonder how Sam was.
The sun was setting and i decided to watch it with Jason, but Jason had gone out with his friends, so i asked Andrew, he said yes, and we sat on the bench. It felt different sitting with Andrew, he held my hand, in a friendly way, but his hand was a bit sweaty, i think he was nervous. and he was blushing.
"Are you okay?" i asked.
"Yes, yes" he choked out.
"No, seriously, tell me!" i let go of his hand.
"Umm.....i, oh it;s nothing!" he said, then i walked him home
"Wanna stay, or what?" he asked.
"Umm, no, i shall sleep at Jason's but thanks for the offer" i smiled.
He smiled, then went inside.
I walked up the main street, it was cold, and dark, i stopped at the allyway, where jess had clearly said 'No, don't go down there, people get hurt!'. Hmm? maybe thats what i need, a good beating. I started to walk down the allyway, when a person started walking up just down from me. The feeling of fright started in my stomache. Maybe i should turn and run, nah it was too late now.
"Hey, baby!" a mans voice said.
Oh crap! i am about to be raped. Or maybe not.
I said nothing.
He grabbed me, then kissed me, i pulled away.
"Eww creep, get off me!" i yelled.
"No, darlin' your hot! and i want you!" he said, clearly he was drunk. Or a hobbo.
I started walking backwards, then he grabbed my jacked, and started un doing the buttons.
i slapped his hand away.
"Oh a firey personality, i see, i like that in a women" he smiled.
"BACK OFF!" said, a voice i reconized. It was andrew.
"ANDREW!" i yelled, then andrew kicked the man, and broke his nose with one quick movement.
"Owch!" the man groaned, then feel over.
Andrew grabbed my hand, and pulled me out the allyway.
"Thanks!" i said.
"No problem, now...WHAT WERE YOU DOING DOWN THERE!?" he said, worriedly.
"Nothing, i was just wondering!" i looked down.
"Well" he stopped, then hugged me, "You look cold!" he said.
"I am" i said.
He walked me to Jason's he still wasn't in, where was he?
i got my bag, and went to stay at Andrews.
"YAY! your stayng here!" he said, then smiled.
"yes, i'm kinda hppy here!" i smiled back.
We sat on his bed talking for ages, then i fell asleep on him, opps!
I felt him rubbing my hair of of my face, then stroking my cheek, why was he doing this?
I opened my eyes, he was there under me, well half.
"Hello, again!" i said.
"Hi" he smiled.
"Do you want me to move?" i asked, embarassed.
"No, you can sleep it's fine" he smiled. I think he liked me. and i think i like him.
Oh dear, i think i liked him more that Jason, he was nicer, and funnier, and basicaly a nicer person.
I lay back, onto his chest, and then i fell asleep, he did too.
This was my happy place, but i couldn't stay here forever. Unfortunetly.
As i walked back to my house, i recondized the car, it was the one mum came home in from her date in. Grr, he's here. I would never like him, no matter what.
I walked in and slammed the door, trying to make a dramatic enterance. But, nothing.
I sighed.
Then i heard horrible noises from the living room, it was mum kissing him. Yuk! there is nothing worse than seeing ur parents kiss, WAIT he isn't my dad, so this was worse.
I cleared my throught, and mum pulled away and looked at me.
"Yes?" she said, snapping the word at me.
I said nothing.
"Oh the silent treatment, i see!" she said, then walked upstairs.
After she was gone, Phil looked at me, "You know, i HAVE to like you, but i don't. You seem, not a girly girl, the type of daughter i want, so i won't accept you" he said, then glared at me.
Oh, my god, he was horrible.
"Well, i don't care, because your not welcome here!" i said angrily.
"your a brat, and i'm gonna make your life hell!" he said evily.
"Well, good luck with that!" i snapped.
Mum walked back through. "Hannah, are you going to stay here?" she asked nicely, in a kind motherly way.
I pointed to him.
"No, he isn't staying here!" she snapped.
I nodded, then walked up stairs. I plonked my bag on the floor, and then put a washing on.
My mind started to wonder, what if i never spoke to mum again, what is she marriied him, and what if i was stuck with him. What did he mean 'Make my life hell'? as if it wasn't already. Then i realized i was sobbing again. Stupid me. i better stop this.
Mum sighed in the door wat, "Honey, i really do llove you, but can you please be happy for me?" then she realized i was crying. she came over to put her arm around me, i moved back, and away.
"Oh, sorry" she said, then walked away.
That night, i slept terribly. The wind was loud, the branch was scratching at my window. and i was cold, and i was mostly thinking those same words over and over again in my head. 'I will make your like hell'.
When the sun rose, i was lying on my bed, crying. again.
"Hannah, breakfast, c'mon honey bunny, come get some!" she yelled up.
"Uhhh." i moaned then walked downstairs.
When i walked into the kitchen he was sitting at the table.
"I'M NOT HUNGRY!" i yelled, in a croasky voice, then ran back upstairs.
That guy was a jerk! I couldn't, i wouldn't let mum stay with him. But what could i do. she wouldn't believe me.
I got changed into a red pair of skinny;s and my black converese, and i shoved on a black elmo top. i then put on a black cardy, and got my bag, and shoved clothes in, enough clothes for a month, then i got my handbag, and toiletry's and left the house running. When i turned the corner of my gate, something grabbed my arm. It was Sam.
"Hannah! STAY NOW! i never see you anymore, and i love you, so please stay with me!" he started to cry. then i started too.
"I won't be gone long, i...i...i just need to get away!" i said sadly.
"But, i'm scared" he said, then hugged me.
"Why?" i asked, suddenly curious.
"Phil, he is mean, and he doesn't like you, and he is scary!" sam said, in a cute voice.
"Oh, my, well i promice i shall come back for you soon!" i said, then hugged him tight.
Thats it, he can hurt me all he wants, but if he hurts Sam. oh boy he would be in trouble. And if he touches mum, oh my god. he better run.
I walked up to Mel's house, i hadn't seen her in a while.
"Hey Mel" i greeted her, then i saw Bethany, aww she was getting big now.
"Hey, oh,my god, whats wrong, you look a mess, sorry to say!" she smiled apologeticly.
"Oh, family issues, nothing much!" i said, then looked around for thomas.
"Thomas is at work" she laughed, proabbly feeling grown up.
Then she flashed me a shiny ring on her left hand.
"Noway! he proposed!" i said happily. Mel was so happy. Lucky biatch. lol.
"Yes, yes, and yes!" she screamed.
"Aww! I'm so happy for you!" i said.
After i left, i went to Jason's, he saw me with my bag, bigger and fuller this time.
"Wanna stay?" he asked, and before i could answer he was kissing me.
"Yes" i said, "The new guy, is so mean, he is scaring Sam!" i said angrily.
"Oh, thats no good!" he said, then led me up stairs.
I put my bag, next to his cupboard.
"Mind, if i go over and see Andrew?" i asked, then smiled.
"No, no, just be back soon, so i don't die of missing you!" he kissed me, then waved bye.
When i got to Andrews, his mum saw me first, and came out and hugged me, "Oh Hannah, whats wrong?" she asked, worriedly.
"Oh, just...family stuff." i said, then looked at the ground.
"Oh, well come come in!" she gestured towards the kitchen,where Andy was sitting.
"Andy!" i yelled as i saw him.
He looked up" Hannah, aww honey, are you okay?" he hugged me.
"No, not really, Life is harsh, and it hates me, i'm sure!" i said, then started crying a little, i held it back. He saw this.
"Want a coffee?" he asked.
"Yes, that would be great!" i said.
"Kay sure thing"
i liked Andy he always new exactly what i needed and what i wanted, and how to cheer me up.
He handed me a nice warm cup full, "Oh, thanks!" i said.
"No problem, it's what you deserve!" he smiled.
"No, what i deserve is a good beating!" i said, then looked down, to the marble floor.
"Shhhh! you do not\" he said, defencivly.
He walked me to the gate, then i kissed him on the cheek.
"Thanks, for everything" i smiled.
"It's kay, and thanks for coming, i miss you, when you not here!" he blushed.
I smiled, my big grin, it felt good.
I felt rather homeless right now, i was always living off of people, gosh, i am such an idiot!
I wonder how Sam was.
The sun was setting and i decided to watch it with Jason, but Jason had gone out with his friends, so i asked Andrew, he said yes, and we sat on the bench. It felt different sitting with Andrew, he held my hand, in a friendly way, but his hand was a bit sweaty, i think he was nervous. and he was blushing.
"Are you okay?" i asked.
"Yes, yes" he choked out.
"No, seriously, tell me!" i let go of his hand.
"Umm.....i, oh it;s nothing!" he said, then i walked him home
"Wanna stay, or what?" he asked.
"Umm, no, i shall sleep at Jason's but thanks for the offer" i smiled.
He smiled, then went inside.
I walked up the main street, it was cold, and dark, i stopped at the allyway, where jess had clearly said 'No, don't go down there, people get hurt!'. Hmm? maybe thats what i need, a good beating. I started to walk down the allyway, when a person started walking up just down from me. The feeling of fright started in my stomache. Maybe i should turn and run, nah it was too late now.
"Hey, baby!" a mans voice said.
Oh crap! i am about to be raped. Or maybe not.
I said nothing.
He grabbed me, then kissed me, i pulled away.
"Eww creep, get off me!" i yelled.
"No, darlin' your hot! and i want you!" he said, clearly he was drunk. Or a hobbo.
I started walking backwards, then he grabbed my jacked, and started un doing the buttons.
i slapped his hand away.
"Oh a firey personality, i see, i like that in a women" he smiled.
"BACK OFF!" said, a voice i reconized. It was andrew.
"ANDREW!" i yelled, then andrew kicked the man, and broke his nose with one quick movement.
"Owch!" the man groaned, then feel over.
Andrew grabbed my hand, and pulled me out the allyway.
"Thanks!" i said.
"No problem, now...WHAT WERE YOU DOING DOWN THERE!?" he said, worriedly.
"Nothing, i was just wondering!" i looked down.
"Well" he stopped, then hugged me, "You look cold!" he said.
"I am" i said.
He walked me to Jason's he still wasn't in, where was he?
i got my bag, and went to stay at Andrews.
"YAY! your stayng here!" he said, then smiled.
"yes, i'm kinda hppy here!" i smiled back.
We sat on his bed talking for ages, then i fell asleep on him, opps!
I felt him rubbing my hair of of my face, then stroking my cheek, why was he doing this?
I opened my eyes, he was there under me, well half.
"Hello, again!" i said.
"Hi" he smiled.
"Do you want me to move?" i asked, embarassed.
"No, you can sleep it's fine" he smiled. I think he liked me. and i think i like him.
Oh dear, i think i liked him more that Jason, he was nicer, and funnier, and basicaly a nicer person.
I lay back, onto his chest, and then i fell asleep, he did too.
This was my happy place, but i couldn't stay here forever. Unfortunetly.
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