"Mum, I'm gonna go out and get coffee!" i said, as i was leaving.
"Alright, seeya!" she said, "And Han....never mind!" she said, then went into the living room with Sam.
OKay that was weird, Hmm? i wonder what she wanted to say. Oh well. Doesn't matter. But what if it did? Stop it Hannah, nothing is wrong. I had told mum about my disition to marry Jason, she was happy, But something was wrong. I didn't know what.
I turned my ipod on, then turned it to 'To the end- My chemical romance'. When i got to the coffee shop i took my ipod out, and stuffed it in my pocket.
"Hi, umm...can i have a coffee?" i said, then smiled.
"Yes, thats $3.20 please!" she said. "Take away, or have here?" she asked.
"Umm..take away" i said, i would finish it by the time i got home, and i might go to Jason's.
"Sure" she said. then smiled.
As i turned to walk out the door, i bumped into someone, "Oh, I'm sorry, my fault!" we said at the same time. Then we smiled, and laughed.
"Hi, I'm Andrew!" he said. His eyes sparkled, and were such a nice green, and his smile, touched his eyes, and made them scrunch up. Wow.
"Oh...umm....I'm...eh...Hannah!" i said, crap, i completly forgot my name. What the hell was happening.
Time slowed down. Why.why.why.why? Why me?
We ended up walking the same way.
"So, what do you do, student, Worker, nothing yet?" he asked, with his amazing smile. Gosh what was the purpose of the smile, it just made me forget what i was gonna say.
"Umm...I just graduated, and I'm starting college in a week" i said, chuffed with myself.
"Oh, me too. What college?" he asked, suddenly curious.
"Uhh, Slipton College" i said. then smiled my big grin, you needed to be smart to go there. So i felt good.
"Oh, my, god, you'll never guess, but i'm going there too." he said, then smiled back.
Wow, why were we the same, and what was he following me now too, we seemed to be going in the exact same direction.
He made a couple of jokes, they were pretty funny. Well they made me laugh, and i laughed at a lot of things. I made a couple of jokes too, they made him laugh a lot.
"You know, your a funny girl!" he said.
I laughed. "Well, I live here, so umm...bye" i said.
"Oh, umm...this is weird, but i just moved in, 2 houses down" he said, then laughed.
crap this was freaky now. "Oh" i laughed. "Well, seeya soon then " i smiled, and waved.
"Bye" he said, then walked home, which was about 10 steps.
I got ready, then walked out the door, i thought i saw someone looking out the window of Andrews house, looking at me, i ignored it, and walked across the road, and went to Jason's house. I couldn't stop thinking about Andrew. Hmm? there was something seriously wrong with me. Seriously.
"Hi babe" Jason greeted me, then kissed me, for a bit too long, for a normal kiss.
"Umm..Hi" i said.
"So where have you been this morning?" he asked.
"I went to the coffee shop" i said, the waved my coffee cup at him. He laughed.
Okay i was wrong before, about the hole, i will finish it before i get home. Thats coz i was talking so much, on the way home.
"How are you?" i asked.
"Alright, better now that your here, i missed you!" he said, then hugged me. I hugged him back.
We walked to my house, he was holding my hand. It was warm. When we walked in mum, was gone. Hmm? where does she go?
"Well, we're home alone, i guess" i said, then kissed him. He pulled me to the sofa.
"How about a play fight?" he said.
"I bet, i'll beat you!" i said, then jumped ontop of him.
We laughed, and smiled, we wrestled for a while, then when i had him pressed against his the couch, i started kissing him.
"YAY, I WIN, TOLD YOU SO!" i teased. He kissed my forehead.
"Yes, hmm? how do you do that?" he asked.
"Umm...good skills, unlike someone!" i said, teasing him again.
He pretended to cry, i laughed.
"I love you!" he said.
I laughed, "I love you too" then i ran upstairs, i was in a hyper active mood today, must be the coffee, he had to catch me, i hid under the bed.
"I......GOT YOU!" he said, lol this was like a dad playing with his 5 year old. except without the sexual interaction.
I giggled. "We are so immature!" i said.
We sat on the bed kissing for a while, then i heard a knock on the door.
I answered, It was Andrew, great, PERFECT TIMING!.uhh NOT.
"Umm..hello!" i said, then smiled. Jason was holding my hand at the door.
"Oh, hi." he said, then saw Jason, and his hand over mine. "Eh...umm..." he said, then turned and walked back to his house.
Awww, he was imtimidated by Jason. I sighed.
"Bye Andrew!" i said.
He waved.
I sighed again, then noticed Jason looking at me questioningly.
"Umm, thats andrew, i bumped into him at the coffee shop, he is going to the same college as me." i said. then smiled.
"Oh, okay, i wish i was going to your college!" he said, "But i am stuck at Daverson" he said.
Daverson was for people that wanted to work with cars, and clearly, wven though i could fix things, i didn't want to do it, all my life.
"Well, it's what you want, so, i mean we will see each other like every day, so don't worry!" i said.
"Yeah!" he said. "Well i better go home now, bye, i love you!" then kissed me.
"Bye, i love you too." i said, then he walked home.
I sighed. I walked over to Andrew's, his mum answered "Oh, hello, who are you?" she asked.
"Hannah, is Andrew home?" i asked.
"Yes, come on in!" she said. I liked him mum, she was awesome, she wored skinny's and a nice light top. Andrew was watching t.v. I stood at the door way.
"Oh Hannah, hey!" he said then stood up next to me, he was way a good height, not too tall, but a little shorter than Jason.
"Hi, how are you? and are you okay?" i asked.
"Yes, yes, and yourself?" he asked, trying to avoid my question.
"I am good." i said. "Well, i was just checking, so bye then" i said, and turned.
"Wait, Hannah, ummm...Do you wanna..eh..go out for lunch tomorrow...as friends?" he asked. then smiled.
"Yeah, that'd be nice!" i smiled.
"OKay, i will pick you up at 12:30?" he said, in a questioning way.
"Sure, bye " i walked home.
Then next day when Andrew turned up, mum looked confussed.
"Umm..honey, What about Jason?" she asked.
"Uh...we are still together, i am only going out for lunch, as friends!" i said, then flashed her my ring, on my finger.
"Kay!" she said, then walked away.
We sat at a chocolate place, i had a chocolate suflae. He had the same. LOL.
We talked and laughed for ages, i was hiding my left had unger the table.
"Shoot!" i said, i elbowed my glass, and it almost topled over, but i cought it, with my left hand. Uh oh, it shone in the sunlight, Andrew was shocked.
"Umm...hannah, are you getting married?" he asked, suprised.
I sighed ".....Yeah" i said, i wasn't actually very confident with that fact, i always had my left hand clenched, and always hid it. I dunno why? I mean yes it was the prettiest ring i had ever seen, but still i hid it.
"Wow, thats big! it's a nice ring!" he said, he lifted my hand up, to look at it.
His hand was so soft, and warm, my hands were cold, coz i was still shocked that now he new about me getting married.
"mmm, yes, it is nice" i left my hand in his, then it got weird, so i pulled away. I am still not sure if i said what i said, for the ring, or for his hand...?
Why was i feeling so weird around him, what was wrong with me? Was i sick.
He walked me home, i suddenly tripped over my own feet and fell over. Just before i fell Andrew cought me, by the hand. he pulled me up, and we stood there for a minute, just holding hands. There was a strange bond forming between us, and i was so clueless about it. I think....I think, i really really really like Andrew, in a way i shouldn't. Uh oh.
"Jason, umm...is a lucky guy, and i almost forgot to say, you look really pretty today!" he said then smiled, and dropped my hand.
"Umm...thankyou" i said, then blushed. He laughed.
I sighed.
"Why do i get the feeling your not happy about getting married?" Andrew asked.
"Umm..uhh...eh..." thats all i managed to choke out.
We ended up walking to a new place, with trees, and a bench, we sat down.
"It's not that, well, actually i don't know, there is just something stopping me from being really happy about it." i said, so honestly, that i was scared of myself, i never told Jason things like this, but i felt like i could tell Andrew, a gy i had known for 2 days, and had lunch with.
"Hmm? yes, i know what you mean" he said.
When i got to my house, he hugged me. We both blushed after that.
"Bye" we said at the same time.
There was something wrong with me, i liked him. a lot more than i should. I couldn't be in love, could i?
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